Random#4 - what an annoying week!!

Firstly I should be happy bacause I brought new shoes and learn new subject -financial management, which alotsss of ppl complaint that this subject is hell-ly hard. Hmm.. and today I had my first lecture class for Fin.mngmt... seems interesting! Its seems to be highly related with all the stocks and ratio... Im wondering can I apply this directly to buy stocks? heh heh..

Ok.. back to topic,
I am so frussssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why???????

6 reasons behind (atleast), let's see what is it :

1. Text book
   Frus level: *
   Since its new sem, and I will definitely need to find new text book, and I have some requirement for the text  book to ensure I get the best deal! My requirement is:
 - second hand
 - match with lecturer's book
 - photocopy ( since I love to draw n write n sketch on the book!)
omg.... hard to find!

2. Prezzie
    Frus level: **
   Babe is having her 21st bday...
  and we are gear up to think of a prezzie for her... :) its her 21st...
  so... I search and browse and finds and look around and scratch my head... and finally like everyone decided....finally.. (if u read    this, means all of us have squizze our brain and finally.. agree to buy the ___ ) :) hope you like it.. Happy 21st  sweet girl!

3. IVSC
  Frus level: *****
  Contact campus's PIC... alright... it's actually not a big problem. What's the real problem is, WHY YOU NOT SAY EARLY??? when there's new info need to be update with the PIC of campus, Everyday (perhaps abit exaggerates) I need to update update update them! And you know... day by day... the respond is lesser... lesser and shorter... and finally went missing!! Haih... I guess their OS is: No Problem..OK....Alright...Huh...Not yet finish?... Still got?... What else? ...Beybey... (missing)..
*sigh*
and also many... i would say useless and unhelpful activities going on...like flash mob ( Im forced to dance! and practice every week!) Funding ( do we really get money from the public? ) and promoting in station one ( dun think the uncle aunty and some family will interested in this.. ) ...
Wasting my time!! Feel like quiting but... I know I need to keep to my promise... D: Now I know joining activities in Uni is so... like helping others to reach their target! [perhaps I learn things too... but its time consuming so according to time is money principle its not worth it and I dun get paid too!]

4. Frenemy
  Frus level: ***
 Ok... thing gets complicated when you reach Uni level... expecially frendship..
 But luckily.. I always have very accurate intuition about a person.. like I can feel his/her kindness level. and I know that there's someone around me failed in this criteria... but I'll just keep silence.. as you know..sometimes telling a friend about your feeling towards another friend.. can be dangerous. *evil eyes*

5. (refer to IVSC) IVSC-2
  Frus level: *****
  I know many of them are not going back home on weekend cuz their hometown is at other state..
  and so, some of their activites is on saturday and sunday! No no no... I admit Im a mummy girl and I need to go home every weekend *innocent*.. I skipped some of the activities that are on weekend.. but this week... seriously frus level reached the MAXXXX!!! My timetable for this sem occupy 4 days only... monday to thursday and Im so happy with it, this means Im going back home on thursday after class and coming cyber on monday.. but this week.. first week of new sem I am so upset...
Tuesday- flash mob (skipped thk God) , wednesday - meeting, thursday- workshop ( skipped thk God), Saturday - Seri Kembangan funding, Sunday- Station One promo (skipped thk God)..
And... IF IM GOING TO ALL OF THIS.. mom need to fetch me from cyber on thursday night and fetch me back to cyber on saturday morning, and I'll nid to go back by bus at 3 pm and still hoping Im not late for babe's 21st party (waiting bus in putrajaya is killing, 1 hour min.- 3 hours max) and fetch me back to cyber on monday. Mom is so gonna kill me! However... Still irritates my head now on how to go back cyber on sat morning...

6. Library's super 'EFFICIENT' staff
 frus level: *****
I dint get my notes printed as I dun have printer in cyber and tat's why Im going home every weekend to print my notes. and there are 2 subjects nvr upload the lecture notes before Im going back cyber.
So today... I borrow notes from A.K to photocopy d notes .. and Im going library half hour earlier b4 the class start... and you know what?? I queue for half hour.. and there were less than 10 person infront of me that time... and guess what... after half hour I still havent get mine done yet... I am so damn angry due to the EFFECTIVENESS and EFFICIENCY of that malay lady... She can count every piece of paper s.l.o.w... i mean real slow, literally. and after I passed my notes to ask her to print, she put it aside...then people behind me pass her his papers and that super-clever lady processed his first! I was... SO MADDD SO INSANE!! Im already late for class and then she still dare to ignore me! and then I realize my hand is shaking even after I entered class.. DUE TO ANGER!!

（5* is full marks)

OK.... Now I realised how many troubles I confronted this week...
This post is to release my pek-chek-ness.

Please grant me a wonderful thursday tomorrow and solve all my problem..
Thank you..

 
 

咎由自取

其实很多事情
都是咎由自取的
早知如今何必当初呢？

早知付出多一点就可以拿到更好的成绩
早知主动点就不会错过生命中的挚爱而遗憾终身
早知不抽烟就不会生病...

其实我们早知，却任由情况恶化而不去改善/无动于衷，
是因为自己自以为是的以为，还有时间，还有机会的，
就不去做任何行动，
所以结果是怎样，是不是一个人必须要附上很大的责任呢？

有时某人发生了某些事，
我会想，
某人你早知_何必_呢？
不能怪别人啊！
为何还要抱怨连连呢？？
种因必得果啊！

对于我自己，
同样的，
审判的想法也是丝毫不留情的，
上课时打瞌睡，导致有些功课不会做，好吧我付出多几倍的时间温习。
身体越来越HUGE，导致很多衣服穿不下，好吧！要吃的话不要想身材要身材的话不要想吃！
生活圈子越来越小，导致眼界越来越窄，好吧！检讨自己！要不努力主动认识人要不继续呆在自己的小小世界！

不认为现在的我过得很好，我不符合心中的要求。

无论是外表，能力，EQ，生活圈子，还有（非常）很大的进步空间，
如果以后要达到目标，
若现在的情况过多5年，
会更难达到了。

在书本读过这样的内容：如果你要成功，周围就要有成功的朋友，相反地，如果你要成为*vulgar words*，请让*vulgar words*们围绕着你！

简单的说一句，近墨者黑！

再继续下去，
XXX你真的会咎由自取！！！！
(I'm saying this to myself.)

孤单

有时就算朋友家人都在身边，

还是不免会感到孤单。

比如说，

很多时候，在做着一些事情时，会遇到瓶颈，然后会发现到，

爸爸妈妈不能帮到你，

朋友也不能帮到你，又或者...袖手旁观(?)，

唯一的办法只有靠自己。

这时会有一种“顶天立地我不需要别人我也可以做到的”自信，

但同时却感到“好孤单原来没有一个人可以帮我”的悲哀。

那是来自我心底里的自负和自怜在作祟。

PS：我不喜欢最近我在做的一件事（虽然之前很拼命的认为必须做一些什么所以选了此事），我应该放弃吗？突然发觉，这不是我以后会做/要做的..之前的想法是要认识更多人和打发时间...但现在觉得太annoying了！应该半途而弃还是死死也要做完它呢？？

真烦恼。

21件25歲要開始做的事

勇敢追夢

1. 列出你人生中非做不可的「待辦事項」，開始一項項完成。

2. 嘗試一個人出國旅行，跟自己對話，照顧自己，傾聽心裡的聲音。

3. 至少進一次大公司，不一定是規模大的企業，而是在各行各業中，口碑和風評領先的公司。因為大公司的福利以及制度較完善，並可趁機累積相關工作資歷，以及人脈關係。也許中年之後，你會想要創業，資金、經驗和資源外，人脈是不可或缺的幫手。

4. 好好品嘗一次跌到谷底的感受。把自己逼到牆角時，往往是把人生看得最清楚的時候；唯有越過層層荊棘，才可能超越自我。

5. 找個時間做件善事，例如加入義工行列，在協助、服務其他人的同時，你會對目前所擁有的一切更加滿足。

財富自由

6. 對自己好好進行一次全盤財務診斷。問自己：真正讓你幸福的生活方式是什麼？有人喜歡住鄉下，有人卻想要住豪宅，想在短時間創造高財富，就必須承擔更高的風險。

7. 再問自己理想的生活方式，需要準備多少錢才夠？扣除現有資產存量，還需要準備多少？設定好目標後，才開始討論合適的投資工具。

8. 切勿「負債投資」；若有負債，應先擬定償還計劃，先理債、再理財。

9. 一切都得從「存錢」做起，否則都是空談。

10. 想要存錢，先從「記帳」開始。這是基本功，只要堵住不經意花掉的金錢，一定可以慢慢累積出投資的本金。

11. 辛苦存錢的同時，一定要慎防財務漏洞，比如人云亦云地亂買股票、辦房貸，甚至亂刷卡或用現金卡借錢。其中聽明牌買股票往往被套在高點；房貸利率的差別往往一年達數萬元；信用卡是很多現代人的理財盲點，也是現代人的財務殺手，試想你有錢放在銀行，拿到的是少少的利息，當這些錢被銀行經由信用卡或現金卡借出去，利差達10倍以上，這樣的錢當然不能借來用。

12. 既然理財是門學問，平時就應該做功課，無論從總體經濟，到世界趨勢，都應該有所涉獵。不要一昧相信「理財專家」或「股票名師」會替你帶來一夕致富的好運。

13. 最後，想要獲得財富自由，成為理想中的有錢人，就要有「成功致富」的信心。幾乎所有成功的投資人，都有一套自己的投資觀念，自律且具耐心，最重要的是，他們目標明確。

掌握未來

14. 要自由地揮灑未來，第一件要做的事是──建立生活的秩序。有秩序的人，通常能夠成就你意想不到的事。讓其他事情可以順利完成，便有更多時間享受「自由」。

15. 改變，從專心工作開始。面對你正在做的事，集中注意力，才能加快完成速度。

16. 養成固定時間睡覺和起床。不要再用種種理由佔用睡覺的寶貴時間，不要讓事情一拖再拖，這樣你將有更多時間補足精力。

17. 正確的飲食、運動習慣能讓身體保持清醒，沒有負擔。應該讓身體在35歲以前，都保持在最佳狀態。

18. 只有不斷學習才能保證競爭力。管理大師彼得‧杜拉克（PeterF.Drucker）說，你的知識和經驗，都是你的新財富。懂得學習，一半靠好奇心，一半靠自律。杜拉克即使再忙，每天也會擠出3～5小時讀書，唯有保持學習的自律，才能獲得一生受用的知識財富。

19. 在日常生活中，實踐「懶」人的智慧，用最少時間，達到最佳目的，且運用更舒適輕鬆的方法。例如：妥善保存隨手買的小配件，收納在同一個地方，要使用的時候就不會找不到。發展自己的懶人智慧，當事情忙亂起來，就不會一團糟，生活也能更有品質。

20. 學會說不。「拒絕」是一門藝術，做個心胸開闊、進退有禮的人，同時也要有自己的原則，才能過得自在、開心。

21. 盡可能讓生活豐富。嘗試著用一個圓圈，平分成6個部份，在每個部份寫上家庭、工作、經濟狀況、精神追求、健康、智慧，提醒自己人生不是只有工作的上班時間，與下班後的日常生活；盡可能讓自己的每個面向不斷拓展、延伸。

35歲前，學會讓自己輕鬆地應對一切，你就可以享受成功、自由的人生。

未来

其实很羡慕他们，

小小年纪 却已经如此成功

不是说每个人都有自己的天赋吗？

如果早发现 早发掘 是不是就会成功了呢？

我已经时日无多了啦

有没有一种东西

可以让我知道我的天赋在哪？

I'm thirst for success,

and hunger for achievements.

昨天看到一句话，

让那个我燃起了小小希望，

Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard.

所以说有天赋不必然成功，但是努力就会成功？

:) 

#3 Random

Okay... today is another beautiful day~ =)

Tomorrow I can gao dim my last paper! Which is Msian study~ hoho a pass/fail subject which means Im gonna read one or two chapter only to pass since my coursework mark is already 40++. Muahahaha.

Never update my wish list since decades ago...

So here's the new ones!! =D

- I wanna go Taylor Swift's concert!!!!!
- Travel around d world!!!
- Spreading my love!! ( not sure how but im hoping thr's a way haha )
- Establish a organization.... to spread d Fun!!!
- Buy an aeroplane. hahaha so this'll make things easier since i wanna travel here n thr.

And today....
What Im going to do is,
-take a nap ( since i nvr sleep since ytd 4pm, and its 1.30 pm now! )
-study msian study paper
-go to zixin n jess's hse, sleepover!! hohoho
-masak masak d choco jelly~! =P


Recently, addicted to
-Katy perry's part of me
-safe and sound-Taylor Swift
:)

Im gonna have a good good life!! C:

random #2

- 那天晚上，圖書館外的月亮好圓好亮。回宿舍的時候，全部旁邊的路燈都沒亮，可是我低頭卻看見自己的影子，才發現是月亮的光！然後還有很多很多星星...真美麗的夜晚。如果每顆星星都能讓我許一個願多好。:-)

- 考場外，難得出現百年難得一見的龍蛇出巢人山人海現象...勁壯觀！看到此難得一見的現象，所有考試煩惱統統拋諸腦後！

-第一次，有著不到黃河心不死的精神！感覺自己又向前踏了一步！:) keep it up yo.

- 昨天看著天色慢慢變亮的感覺很好！眾人皆睡我獨醒！所以這天是我最早插旗的啦！winner of the day!

- 今天是美好的一天！多謝然哥哥帶我去alamanda吃mum mum，陪我可愛的朋友逛cold storage carrefour. Had a great time with you! This is most probably last outing of us after you fly off. You have always been a great and awesome friend of mine. Life is no fun without you. 希望我帶給你的回憶是溫暖的！希望你想到我的時候會有好心情吧！致這位與我共同成長的朋友，一路順風，前途無量，夢想成真！<3

- 我愛Taylor Swift的歌！Almost every song of them! 我要去Taylor Swift的演唱會！(Avril Lavigne 的也很愛！yay 18th feb here i come~~!! )

- 雖然不確定明天去的seminar是什麼topic，不過據我所知是關於doing business之類的。希望有收穫！:>

- 有理想在的地方，地狱就是天堂。有希望在的地方，痛苦也成歡樂。

Dreamer

I'm just a dreamer who dreams all the time.

Without action. But with strong will.

How funny is that.

So useless.

Every condition remains unchanged.

How long till the day, that I'll be able to breakthrough?

Dunno why I feel like there are not much time left...

It's really like grinding my passion awayyy...day by day..

Is like fight for something... but i dont even know specifically what I'm fighting for.

btw..Recently one thing that gave me confident is my math score 28.5 out of 30. heh  :) Keep going on! :))

STAY STRONG. BE PREPARED. :)))

Random 29/12/2011

两天，

多两天就正式告别2011。

今天是2011 最后第二个weekday，

明天是2011最后一个上班日/上课日.

Im definitely gonna enjoy tmr.. =D

明天有marketing, management的课，

然后在1.30要练习malaysian study's role play.

在2.00 present完后，

就要赶去tesco 搭巴士去penang.

3.15出发。

大概9点才会到penang..

晚上到那边，就跟the gang meet，

and then 吃晚餐.. :-)

应该会拥有精彩的friday night..

最近发生了很多事情。。

多到我不知道怎么说出来。。啊啊rghhh... /.\

1. its gonna be a lonely dinner starts from now

   2 friends moved out from hostel, and at first I have not much feeling towards this but now I can feel the impact.. Im eating dinner alone~ hohoho. needa fix this... there must be a way... and im gonna do it.. 

2. pressure of assignment

   finding a correct assignment-mate is superb important.. it will not only affect your marks but it might caused u some heart-weakening disease too... this is really important... I know its a common rule sometimes that we cant choose our teammates is similar to the condition when we join the society in the future we cant choose who we want to work with... but... there's always a choice right??!!. Im trying my best to be a good assignment mate & team mate... add oil to myself.

3. pressure of academic achievement

   I always feel down and upset when I think back the reason why im taking stpm..which is to enter IPTA. and now the target is not achieve. I did not achieve my target. Although I know sometimes its about luck...but sadly i have no luck at all on this matter... :-(  And although i know studying in MMU is good... but still, its like a thorn in my heart. Due to these, I am now trying my best.. to score in first sem and i really wished to get to apply a scholarship and graduate with 1st class hounour, so that I dont have to burden my parents... I want to be responsible to myself and dear papa mama. 

很喜欢友人的一篇文章，

活了20年，还是没能够真正体会生存的意义。

有些人，20岁就办了自己的演唱会。

有些人，20岁早已大学毕业。

有些人，20 岁早已成家立业。

有些人，20岁就有自己的一番成就。

回头看看自己。
我好像什么都不是。

不要说我没有努力过。
我有努力过，我也有偷懒过。

我觉得我懂的东西不少，可是并没有很多。

我对自己的要求时高时低，起起伏伏。
找不到标准，也从来不定标准。

偶尔，我还是不知道自己要的是什么。
有时侯以为知道，到头来原来是另一回事。

这里绝对说出了我的心声。。

20岁的我，

以为自己什么都是，

但可能什么都不是。

可以什么都是，

也可以什么都不是。

经常忽然有一种慌张感，

啊 我已经二十了。。。。

很羡慕还没或已经二十就已经找到自己定位的人。。

因为越早开始努力，

越早达到目标。

知道自己的方向在哪里，and work for it, 应该是最满足的事吧。:)

"Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking trying to see though the rain coming down.

 Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do,

 I'm alone on my own and I"m starting off I'll be strong, I'll be wrong,

 Oh but life goes on,

 Oh I'm just a girl,

 trying to find a place in this world." __Taylor Swift's_ A place in this world

Merry Christmas 2011

Yeah it's Christmas again.
2011 almost come to an end..
Review of the year:

Jan-June - Promoter @ Robinsons
July-September - Customer Service @ Tiong Nam
August/September- Singapore Trip with Efuu and Eric-san
October- Melaka Trip with best buddies
October- Dec (current) - Finance @ MMU

:-)
A wonderful, satisfied, and *learnology* year.

希望来临的2012 会更好！