too good to be true

he is too good to be true.


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update of 4th june.

Is it unhealthy when you think someone is too good to be true?
Because I like him,
so I think he is perfect,
and I am too.. inferior for him?
I started to focus on what Im lack of,
such as nice body figure, cheerful, brilliant, friends..
and I feel worse and worse bout myself day by day.

I hate this feeling.
It made me feel down and upset most of the time.
Where are the happy me?

I should believe in God,
that there's someone who will appreciate me as what I am,
accept my good and bad wholeheartedly,
is out there waiting for me.

No more awful feeling for myself!!
I am my dad n mom's little and perfect princess.
I will make them proud at the same time.
Being a better girl/woman.

Orientation 2013 June intake

yeah, unsurprisingly,
I join orientation again.
this is the second time I'm joining the big intake (only June counted) and unofficially the 4th times I've become an Orientation Comm.

Always have that mixed feelings before the program,
feelings of regret, excited (?) , anxious, boring (same song same dance same game just some new faces), and etc.
Am thinking if I dint join then what would I do?
slack at home? watching my dramas and movies,
or go out have some good time with friends.
but most probably sleeping at home.

Sometimes I would get bored with this,
but.. God knows I will feel so engage to this group of people after the bonding camp?
Anyway..
lets hopes for the best tmr.

2 weeks of holidays.
No fb, no blog, no you tube, no internet.
Bye Bye

PS. He's joining this time.. I hope that I will not develop any feelings for him again.. Must get rid of him...
      Already one year.. I must move on.. and wait for a better guy.
   

"Every time I think of him, I would remind myself that if he wanted to talk to me, he would." - Anonymous.


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Btw..
So in love with Robert Downey Jr recently,
am I considered obsess with him if I have to watch ironman either 1 or 2 once per day?
and watching their interviews and movie's premieres,
and found out that I'm not the only person on the earth thinks that Robert Downey Jr IS ACTUALLY  Tony Starks!
So happy. :D
He basically are as sardonic and humorous and witty and charming and lively, like Tony Starks!!
I guess he basically portraying his own character into Ironman.

He's 48 this year,
and I'm amaze by how he become famous,
from Sherlock holmes to tony starks,
in just few years.
and we're talking bout the men who had drug and violent problems for long time, and the men that tried drugs ( by his dad) as early as 6 years old.
This is like a person that evolve from a caterpillar from butterflies, and he has now get rid of all the drugs problems and focus on his movie.
I even watch back the movies he did before this 2 super famous franchise films.
Kiss kiss bang bang (2005) is a very funny comedy while due date (2010) is funny too with the Alan from Hangover movies.

This men rocks! ( and I love Johnny Depp too)

This quote by him,
rebellious much?
Sometimes we can see that rebellious kids or insane people that dont care what other thinks,
can achieve farer and better.

Cheers.

Coming election

Can you feel the intensity?

Can you feel the tense atmosphere around you?

Everyone looked calm and cool,

but I think the nearer it is, 

the more nervous the people are.

Everywhere you go now you can always see our PM's face, 

whether I am reading newspaper, watching TV, browsing Youtube, or even listening to radio,

All my senses (touch, see, smell, taste, hear) have basically been invaded by our dearest PM.

I literally sees everything in blue now. Like the world suddenly changes its colour to blue.. (and it caused us everyday also blue)

you must accept the fact that....  HE IS EVERYWHERE.

Is this considered some sort of mentally torture?

Cost for advertising like this must cost a BOMB, worse still, the money might come out from people's pocket.

I believe that if they spend these money wisely by increasing people's well-being, ex. education, public transport, 

they might have some chance of winning. (people's heart)

This is gonna be a short post, who knows if I wrote too much and I'll got arrested tmr. 

#Votefornation #Votewisely #Justicewillbeserved 

Sauteed Portabella Mushroom

Out of sudden this thing just came up to my mind.
When I was viewing some friend's picture in Facebook and randomly I came across with this picture of burger by the super-famous-in-town burger maker - myBurgerlab's charcoal burger.
So it reminded me of my first time having this burger,
when I was the crew of FMFA '13 in Sepang circuit,
My friend and I decided to give it a try since everything there was damn expensive (hardly find anything that doesnt cost me a bomb with everything RM10 and above PS.even a simple fried mee)
and so we tried this in their booth in Sepang instead of its shop which located in PJ.

I was so impressed by its taste and the freshness of the ingredients they're using.
I cant recall the name of the burger, but I remember it is something very extraordinary from the burger i usually eat  (most of them are McD's -_-), with the juicy chicken, thick and chewy cheese, sauteed portabella mushroom and flavourful tomatoes.

From all of this I find Sauteed Portabella Mushroom is my flavourite,
and I would love to eat it solely.
So I Youtube it to find the recipes, it seems so easy to do and I'm gonna try it soon. :P

here is the recipe for sauteed button mushroom which i think is easy to prepare and a recipe with video on how to prepare a portobello mushroom burger. 

PS. Time-out KL: 28 best things we've eaten this year omg the only thing I've tried is forty licks ice cream.  

钻石夜总会

To be honest I don't like this show AT ALL.
aside from being extremely fake, exaggerating, lack of nutrition ( purely waste of time), also for harming children's development!

SO today their topic is about 美魔女 , which is the women that are of middle age or older but still looks like a young girl/lady.
What happen to this show is that they always 物化女性, use female, as an attraction of the show.
Asking every girl to pose like model, showing off their body, wearing as less as possible.
How can such show be appropriate for family audiences?

I am so worried, especially for children that are watching this show.
What will a little girl thinks, when she saw these adults female acting like a bitch in front of TV?
Will she thinks that this is the way to be famous/success?
will she thinks that "ohh so i have to act like this one day when I grew up? "
what will a little boy thinks when he saw all these guy in the show drooling like a wolf when they saw sexy female?
will he thinks that "oh so this is how girls will be like when they grew up."
will he thinks that "oh so I am suppose to be like one of these guy."
will he respect girl and treat women equally? (cuz in this show it clearly delivers a message - women = entertainment and of course education & family's role does play an important part but this also will affect their perspective on women)

If I were a mother of my children, STRICTLY NO 钻石夜总会 ALLOWED!!

Entertainment not equals to nudity. 

Absurd.

PS. 大前研一, a very well-known Japanese management Guru have published a book, 《低智商社会》which is his view on current society and is worth reading. I'm looking forward to read this book.

Insta danger

People nowadays uses Instagram (not to mention Facebook) to post pictures,

tell others about their life,

what they ate, what they own, where they went and so on. 

Does reading other's instagram makes you happier? 

Does the number of likes really matters? 

There are researh shows that using social media can actually bring harm to user. 

In this article, the social media can bring depression and low self-esteem to users like children and teens.

We'll unconsciously compare our life with others. 

Now people are more concern on how many likes they'll get on facebook or instagram instead of how many books they've read annually. 

What will happen to the world then?

I foresee a world, with people not knowing who is David Cameron, Dale Carnegic, Confucius, George Washington, etc, but concern only with latest fashion, fine food, luxury possession, entertainment. 

In the future, if these peoples becomes majority of the society, nation, world, 

You know the people who becomes the authority/famous/success will be very powerful. 

As many people nowadays don't think and use their logical thinking ( from what I see on Facebook, ex. the opposition party posted something and most follower chose to believe without even check if it is a fact or manipulated news )

They tend to follow what other says/ do , and they'll think that go with the flow is correct. 

It is very dangerous when one don't have his own stand / thought, do not have critical thinking, and do not question/doubt. 

Thus they might be easily manipulated and becomes the puppet and tool of wicked people. 

So..
Quickly pull yourself out from this fatal quick sand!

Or.. 

Balance your time between social media and life and starts to indulge yourself in more productive activity!

PS. There is another article I've read recently which I think not bad.
       10 things extraordinary people say everyday

Cheers!

Surrounded by negativity

Dont know why recently Im very semangat-less.
Everything seems so dull, boring, lifeless.
Feels like Im bored of all this shit, all these fake peoples around, and twisted truth and biased rules.

Not sure whether my emotion is affected by politics in Malaysia.
As day by day its getting closer and closer to the election, with dirty politics happening everyday,
and unforeseen future and unpredictable results of election..
Seems like everything just so messed up and out of control..
So helpless.

URGHHH!!!!
I think I need a holidayyyyy!!!

Trust

Why is it so hard to trust on him?
Promises, trust, believes,
every of these is now broken into pieces after each time they're just about to heal,
and not to forget my heart too.

This process just kept being repeat,
what a fool am I to believe in those make up lies.

Karma will come to you,
If you continually treat them like this.

If you really really did it,
just wait for the day when Karma come and I shall sit and watch with popcorn in my hand.

Random thought

Life is amazing.
Everyone has their own life.
7 billion people on the earth, (yes! the latest data 2013 shows that the world is reaching 7 billion of population! > click here <)
7 billion ways of living life.
What's your story?
How do you live your life?
What is the purpose of your life?
Have you achieve your dream yet?
...

There's just so many things to be discovered in this world.
Life is short.
and I guess that's why time is so precious.
Things that you cannot hold onto forever is always precious.
In fact, everything in life is not lasting, including people we love, possession we own, etc.
It is like an adventurous journey, where the most exciting part is when one is experiencing and enjoying the process.
Anyway...

 :)

The article that I read, which I think is very inspiring, about a guy who traveled the world in 8 years straight.

PS. Found one interesting data, the number of people that had ever lived and you'll be surprise by the figure, which is 106 billion!)

In love with ah boys...

I guess everybody knows bout this movie,

AH BOYS TO MEN!!

So obviously,

I'd never expect it coming, this passionate, this restless, 

has lead me to a black hole...

Of falling for the ah boyss. 

They made me so happy, excited, admire ( my Alex Ong), & laugh my heart out. 

Especially My Sergeant Alex Ong.. A.k.a Tosh Zhang.

Why he so handsome and so cool la??

Why he so funny and cute la??

(This scene makes me laugh like hell.. they squeezes Ken's ass xD)

(Ah Boys to Men, 2013)

This has got to be the best movie for the year!!

Eventho its just a quarter of 2013 had passed.

Beside all the lengchais in the movie, 

I love how the movie taught us many lessons in life, for example,  never take our parent for granted, learn to be independent, care for friends, help each other out..& etc. Its a movie you'll definitely gain few precious values at the end of the show.

Many says part 2 is better than part 1,

I do agree with it. It has more hilarious part, and also shown how every character changes from the naive and childish boy to real men. :)

Go Ninja!!! 

This is the making of with every actor explain how they got chosen and how it all begin! :))

Enjoy!