Most anticipated Holidays are coming!

OMG OMG
This is gonna be my second last semester break ever!!
Next sem will be my second last sem- taking two subjects during short sem, and then going for intern in the last sem!
So currently still got one more paper! Just one more!! After defeating 6 papers and after friday...
I am FREEEEEEE!

Before this coming holiday,
I really have so many things to do!! Time flies and suddenly I've already in my Final year!
Gotta make the best out of it before I graduated!

So here's my plan,

Taking part in CIMB Trail challenge on 1st March,
Going to apply for CIMA business challenge (however looking for team member, who wanna join meee? =O =O)
Work as event crew for FMFA 13-15 march
Study on stock market using technical analysis
Set up a FB page and Website for dad
Do research on CFA level 1 exam
Online research??
Finish reading my bookssss (whole lots of books waiting for meee which I bought for 2 years during big bad wolf book sales)
Prepare resume
Target companies for internship (Maybank? CIMB? Shell? IBM? PWC? urghhh...)

That‘s all and I hope I can complete my to-do-list within this three weeks!

Keep fighting for the last paper Come on!!!

Grrrr!!!!!

意见女上身！

天哪啊啊啊 脑残的网民无处不在。

讲话不用本的。

我很geram 啊

我们国家几时才会进步呢？？

话不多说我们有图为证。

 

吃得起的人都不会有这种一般见识的third world mindset 吧。这个人讲话之前请查看什么是米其林星级。

（米其林餐厅需要你这个无名小卒宣传？）

#自以为是是一种病

五年

刚刚跟父母去茶餐室吃完早餐。

很久没有一大早起身陪爸妈吃东西了。

看看周围都是一些年轻爸妈跟自己的小孩（四五岁的），要不然就是三代同堂，他们的爷爷奶奶也不过老我爸妈几岁。。

突发奇想，在最快最快五年内，

我的人生将会经历一连串major changes,

比如毕业，工作，拍拖，结婚，生小孩。（generally speaking,撇去我可能是剩女的可能性）

我的天，我自认还是个乳臭未干的小屁孩，为什么这么快就要面对这些大人的事情？！

还是不能接受我今年二十三岁了。

曾经我也以为二十三岁很大啊，可是才发现不论多大，我永远都想活在爸妈的羽翼下，不想长大。

小学同学都生第二胎了啊啊。

永远怀念的时光：那个小学二年级牵着爸爸手，从学校刚拿完成绩册，爸爸帮我伶书包，然后一起回家的快乐小孩。

那是个多么遥远的年代。

时间好像不多了，我要尽早孝敬他们。

刚才吃早餐看见的三只小狗，正在用餐的街坊小孩们都被他们逗乐了。真的很可爱。

Self centered generation ?

I once heard my lecturer said

"Your generations nowadays don't care what people think of you. You guys like to post things on Facebook, eat also post, shit also post, sleep also post. Sometimes don't care what other think is good. That is call youth." 

I am very agree to what he said, but I also disagree with him in some extent. 

There is this guy I know in my class, he caught with dengue recently, so I saw on his Facebook wall, he post status when he not feeling well, he update status when he go for medical check up, he update again when he has to go for blood test, all statuses with extra descriptions like - feeling suffering , feeling dengue , feeling not got to class , feeling sleepy with a crying emotion.. Etc etc. 

In short, I call this guy, banyak pattern. 

For me myself, I will definitely not consider this guy as a qualified life partner unless this world has only two male mammal left, a King Kong and him. 

If you are seriously that sick, would you even have this time to post status up and reply to every comment that says almost the same thing : drink more water ya / take care ya / awww so kesian .. 

Disgust level : 99999 level 

Oh Man up please !!!! 

However, generation today care about what people think about them, they care a lil too much.

We care what others think about us, by removing ugly tag on Facebook (even myself do that), checkin to every luxury places we go, indirectly telling people our extravagant lifestyle, ok, most obviously you can see that from Instagram. And did 10000x attempts to get a perfect shot for new profile picture, because we care what other will comment on our new DP, (with a matching tagline).. Etc etc

Sometimes, we really care too much. 

Care for the world shall we? Lets not focus too much on ourself. No one care cause everybody is busy with their own :poop:

#firstworldproblem

#randomthought 

Opportunity cost

Why must there exist such opportunity cost? I am not the type of person who will compromise, especially between studying/working and having fun. These are not mutually exclusive event for me. Everytime no matter how urgent the assignment is, friend jio me/got dinner I will 99% attend. Okay you might think that this attitude is not good, but after all the hard work and effort I've put into study, dint I deserve something good in return? Play and work is 50%-50%!! Life is short man! 

I just wanna have fun with the friends and family and eat some good meal (shiro maguro and salmon and foie gras and 三杯鸡 on my mind now) . And tonight my beloved family going for Thai food and I can't join... 

This time, I just had to give in. 

Why? 

One event on next week so start from Monday night to Wednesday night I will be so occupied and busy, 

One mid term business law next week, 

International finance assignment to submit next Monday, 

Strategic management A 1 to submit next Tuesday. 

Another strategic management  assignment 2 to submit on next Friday. 

And I really had to give in this time!!

I will be in deep shit if I can't pass up all these assignments on time. Duhhhhh. 

Okay I'm gonna admit. 

I care for these petty things!!!!

Like alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I guess I know why, because I always prefer things are in my control, like I can plan to do assignment and watch movie later, and can finish in one day.. But things now goes out of my control!! That I  can't manage to finish it D: saddest part) 

Ps. Summore feel like going to fall sick. Worst. 

#procastinationproblem

#firstworldproblem

#fallingsick

抗焦虑

最近有一个issue arise,

我发现很多人的抗焦虑指数没那么高。

生活在这些人的周围，

会让你很stress.

sometimes 只是很小事（小迟到，别人随口的意见，忧虑于不可能发生的xx事件，等等）

尽然可以让一个人如此紧张，担心，不安一整天。

对我来说，

未来的事不用担心（当然还是要努力）

控制不了的事情不用担心

不要去想太多有的没的

人生会多美好啊！

何必把时间精神浪费在对事情一点都没帮助的worries？

还是我太不care?

Sometimes "I don't care" is all you have to do to make yourself happier. 

Source: from people around me

LTNS

Hello my long abandoned blog. 

It's been a busy months and year and totally neglect this habit of writing blog.

Anyway,

No post might indicating good sign,

That means less emo events around me and I don't have to release stress and express view through blogging (my sole purpose of writing blogpost, so far)

Maybe I should post up my life events here too. 

To decrease my will for creating an Instagram. 

Welcome back my thoughts! 

Weeeee ;D 

Updates 15.8.2013

Again, living a really busy lfiestyle after my super short raya break a.k.a mid term break.

Seriously have no idea what I've done in the mid term break?

Ok all I could rmb was I went Penang happily and consume every food that appears in front of me and....

ended up having serious constipation after the trip -_-. 

During the trip we stayed at one of my housemate's home and, courtesy of her for bringing us around for food marathon. 

This trip very much reminds me of the gang, around 2 years back how we spent our crazy nights together and do random stuff ...which the memories will always be cherish! Therefore my advice is that young people out there please do as many random sh*t (not abusive and illegal of course) as you can so that when you gets older there's something for you to reminisce on.. Isn't that's what we do when we gets really old, sitting on bench at beach side looking at the dawn and reminiscing all the good old times eh?

hehe anyway,

and I duno why, there's always lucky events happen around me at times *thank you to the creator of this world*

Kun - this always happy-go-lucky cutest guy on the earth, and another close fren of mine, Hao,

where during one random day we went for yumcha and they found notes on the floor... RM50 they thought at first but when they opened it, its actually 2 pieces of RM50!

OKAY, you might say that we should pass this money to nearest police station or ask around who has lost their money BUT u know what everybody is gonna claims that its theirs (including the police officer , yeah i know I ASSUME) but its different story when you found a purse and I swear we will report if we found a purse .. ANYWAY YOLO comes first, so the 3 stooges decided to spend everything they could in a night (if you're chinese, you should know what season is this now) and according to some belief that those money found need to spent straightaway without keeping it overnight.. They said. 

So the three stooges went to get some cakes and sat in Starbucks while chit chating the night away AND also watched a movie with popcorn. WHAT A WONDERFUL NIGHT. and yes, with 10% of guilty in my tiny little heart with conscience.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. GOD BLESS YOU. =)

So.....................

and I've been busy lately.........

ok, with assignments OMG I'm really bored with this - WHY do I have to tell people that I'm busy because of assignments??? It feels so lifeless and so not cool but the fact is..... Its really because of assignment. /.\

Please give me some really cool things to tell others the reason I'm busy like for example, oh sry been traveling to Europes recently, been taking part in reality show -The Apprentice , or I just got back from exchange program / oh yea cause I'm filming Harry Potter 8th series again . 

So....................

Got myself an Iphone 5!!! Weeeee Im a happy girl now!! After bearing with Nokia 3310 for some period and now I can finally...... acting cool with a phone in my hands when I have nothing to do, buzz my fren anytime when I'm bored, taking amazing pictures especially with their superb image quality, and I swear Im not gonna use Instagram. Sorry no offence but, I'm trying to avoid using too much social network media, and keep myself low profile =P and... also to keeps me happy with myself. (without seeing too much other's life is one of the way you can live your own life)

Grew fat after Penang trip and eat like nobody's business nowadays.

Its always a cycle which = semester , when starts of new sem I'd be eager to go to gym, swimming, jogging, and wanna look perfect, now its almost end of the sem, all I wanna do is to finish all submission on time but I cant do it without munching on snacks in the mid night....... and I know.. This is going to repeat next sem. 

Anyway there IS something excited going on..

Im renting a stall in my Uni's events,

and we're going to sell some drinks and food,

This will be a.... tough competition.

I just know that there are alot of vendorssss taking part -_-

anyway We will 杀出一条血路！！

and we're gonna eat our appreciation dinner at Shabu-shabu. Weeeeeeeee  =D

and andddd I'm planning my back pack trip to Cambodia next year!!

Im gonna witness the amazing Angkor Wat's dawn!! 

Weeee finally feel like an adult eh =P

Its always something I wanna do...

Anyway its still in the planning stage,

so lets hope for the best! 

PS. The best is yet to come! #positivityoverload

stupid girl

Finally a concrete reason to move on.

Tagged with a girl , celebrated birthday with her,
So uh-mazing and unbelievable,
and efficient!

So fast to get to her. Duh.
And I'm one of the person told you she's pretty.

This is a joke.
Thank you very much.

Cant help it

Meet you almost everyday this week,
got ups and downs,
so Im gonna pour it all out here..

Monday: talked to you in the library. As usual, I made the first move. I sat in front of you and ask you bout something. You seem happy and smiling all over your face, is that hallucination or wat? hmm =) Actually I just want to talk to you. Was thinking bout what I should ask/tell/inform you. Anddd you asked for my number. Should I be happy bout it? I dunno what it means..is it cuz we're going to work together in cf?

Tuesday: Knew that i'll  meet you in class. but you're alone, your friend absent. and you're sitting infront of me. You seems boring, sleepy. If your friend is here you'll be chit chating with him, maybe discussing pretty girls in class. LOL. So I borrowed friend's phone, open my fb, and search for your name, and you were online that time. (Saw you playing fb from behind). I was strike by a sudden urge of "courage" and became so bravee to pm you in fb. and glad that you replied me too. Chat with you until the class ended. and we just said bye in fb, instead of face to face. when i turned around you left the class already.

At night, you were there for cf meeting, wearing the same shirts, (me too). haha. but we never greet each other, my division head presented the intro, briefing.. and we were divided into division. You sat beside me. Everything seems normal. I talked abit, and intro abit...  But in fact it isnt, my heart beating like fast & furious! At first, he kept looking at my table, it feels weird and i was thinking maybe he wants to look at my notes and the scheme, so i pass him. After that he pass back to me. Andd he was still staring at my notes...... -.- omg and i just realize, his angle can view my..... (.)(.) ??!! ARE YOU A PERVERT???!!!  =.=

Wednesday (today) : So today I ajak few friends come out for dinner, one girl friend ajak-ed you, and surprisingly, you ON! wao... I've never thought of that. The dinner dint went up to my expectations.. (my performances) I would rate myself 5/10. haha. Its fun to see another side of you. Thats really cute and rare and humorous. Im still too quiet. I really dont know why. sometimes cant act like me. Where is ME?!!
A lil upset.. it dint turn out good as last 2 days. Sometimes you did asked bout cute questions, like who did I watch the movie with, and who i went with, is that even a little hint? Maybe you;re just teasing me and I've think too much again.
Dint get to talk much with you. Crap got la. And we dint even say bye. again. and I saw you sat behind during recital, and when we leave, we dint say bye, again. Triple damage.

So I know tmr we're gonna meet again. Lets just go with the flow..
I will not be having any hope as the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments, and the deeper I'll fell for............

after all these, not to be perasan but if you have lil feeling for me, even for just 10%, i guess you'll make the move to chat with me, talk to me, figure any way to increase d interaction rite?

Yeah..
Maybe, I think too much.
It doesn't exist and will not happen.

Cheers to  myself for a better tmr and be a better person than today!!
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A very meaningful quotes I've read,
this describes what's on my mind perfectly,

To love someone can indeed be scary because you are essentially opening up and giving yourself to a person, you are giving them power over your emotions. When you open up to someone like that, it is easy to get hurt, and often that is the case. Getting hurt by someone you love is probably the worst feeling in the world. But what is important to understand is that people are just people. Often people do things without understanding what effect they might have on another person. 

and another one,
That look someone gives you when they fall for you, is indescribable. To be cherished by someone is an incredible feeling. Having people in your life that you can trust to be there should you need them, will give you irreplaceable confidence, calmness, maturity — and most importantly — happiness.


=) cheers!

A super addictive song that I just found out from this amazing singer, Marie Digby.

There's a light in the dark
Where the sky splits apart
Where the stars find a way
To shine through all the spaces in between
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
And the night is finally coming down to you and me

Tell me where you've been hiding?
Oh, I want to know
You're my silver lining covered in gold
Tell me what am I feeling?
Well, it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing
Swimming in rain

Oh, oh...all I really want to do, do
Is fall even deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing, breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing, breathing, underwater

I wanna fly through the blue
Lake on the bottom with you
Getting lost in the waves
Let the world slip away
When nobody can find us

I don't want to be saved
Leave it all behind us
Make an escape
Tell me what am I feeling?
Oh, it's hard to explain
Like underwater breathing
Swimming in rain

Oh, oh...all I really want to do, do
Is fall even deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing, breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing, breathing, underwater

Wanna go to the edge
Wanna dive in again
Here we are face to face
All alone in this place
And it's finally coming down to you and me

Oh, oh...all I really want to do, do
Is fall even deeper with you, you
And never come up, breathing, breathing underwater
I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy
You are making me feel, feel
Like I'm breathing, breathing, breathing, underwater