too good to be true

he is too good to be true.


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update of 4th june.

Is it unhealthy when you think someone is too good to be true?
Because I like him,
so I think he is perfect,
and I am too.. inferior for him?
I started to focus on what Im lack of,
such as nice body figure, cheerful, brilliant, friends..
and I feel worse and worse bout myself day by day.

I hate this feeling.
It made me feel down and upset most of the time.
Where are the happy me?

I should believe in God,
that there's someone who will appreciate me as what I am,
accept my good and bad wholeheartedly,
is out there waiting for me.

No more awful feeling for myself!!
I am my dad n mom's little and perfect princess.
I will make them proud at the same time.
Being a better girl/woman.

Orientation 2013 June intake

yeah, unsurprisingly,
I join orientation again.
this is the second time I'm joining the big intake (only June counted) and unofficially the 4th times I've become an Orientation Comm.

Always have that mixed feelings before the program,
feelings of regret, excited (?) , anxious, boring (same song same dance same game just some new faces), and etc.
Am thinking if I dint join then what would I do?
slack at home? watching my dramas and movies,
or go out have some good time with friends.
but most probably sleeping at home.

Sometimes I would get bored with this,
but.. God knows I will feel so engage to this group of people after the bonding camp?
Anyway..
lets hopes for the best tmr.

2 weeks of holidays.
No fb, no blog, no you tube, no internet.
Bye Bye

PS. He's joining this time.. I hope that I will not develop any feelings for him again.. Must get rid of him...
      Already one year.. I must move on.. and wait for a better guy.
   

"Every time I think of him, I would remind myself that if he wanted to talk to me, he would." - Anonymous.


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Btw..
So in love with Robert Downey Jr recently,
am I considered obsess with him if I have to watch ironman either 1 or 2 once per day?
and watching their interviews and movie's premieres,
and found out that I'm not the only person on the earth thinks that Robert Downey Jr IS ACTUALLY  Tony Starks!
So happy. :D
He basically are as sardonic and humorous and witty and charming and lively, like Tony Starks!!
I guess he basically portraying his own character into Ironman.

He's 48 this year,
and I'm amaze by how he become famous,
from Sherlock holmes to tony starks,
in just few years.
and we're talking bout the men who had drug and violent problems for long time, and the men that tried drugs ( by his dad) as early as 6 years old.
This is like a person that evolve from a caterpillar from butterflies, and he has now get rid of all the drugs problems and focus on his movie.
I even watch back the movies he did before this 2 super famous franchise films.
Kiss kiss bang bang (2005) is a very funny comedy while due date (2010) is funny too with the Alan from Hangover movies.

This men rocks! ( and I love Johnny Depp too)

This quote by him,
rebellious much?
Sometimes we can see that rebellious kids or insane people that dont care what other thinks,
can achieve farer and better.

Cheers.

Coming election

Can you feel the intensity?

Can you feel the tense atmosphere around you?

Everyone looked calm and cool,

but I think the nearer it is, 

the more nervous the people are.

Everywhere you go now you can always see our PM's face, 

whether I am reading newspaper, watching TV, browsing Youtube, or even listening to radio,

All my senses (touch, see, smell, taste, hear) have basically been invaded by our dearest PM.

I literally sees everything in blue now. Like the world suddenly changes its colour to blue.. (and it caused us everyday also blue)

you must accept the fact that....  HE IS EVERYWHERE.

Is this considered some sort of mentally torture?

Cost for advertising like this must cost a BOMB, worse still, the money might come out from people's pocket.

I believe that if they spend these money wisely by increasing people's well-being, ex. education, public transport, 

they might have some chance of winning. (people's heart)

This is gonna be a short post, who knows if I wrote too much and I'll got arrested tmr. 

#Votefornation #Votewisely #Justicewillbeserved