Idea #x

Suddenly think of this idea,
Im gonna set up a camera each time i plan to scares/prank my friend.
So I can record down every second of the process,
and can replay it again and again,
it becomes the best memories!

I came up with this idea because just now,
I shout in my room out of nowhere because i think of something funny,
and my roommate, motherlicia is shocked!
she says she's almost collapsed on the floor,
but my voice isnt so loud.. hmm

anyway i think this is a fabulous idea,
which i can make 10 prank like that
and compile it into a video,
like this.

I can laugh for whole day, just watching those awesome video.

PS. Just for laugh is forever my favourite show!!!!!!!

PS (2): I can make a video bout my travel too, if i happen to travel to any country.. oso nice. eh hehe. :)

22.7.2013

Went out with sisters today.
Just suddenly thought of what she told me.
"he'll come find us once a year, only on that day."
Now recalling back,
yea, only on that day.

I've always been so outdated, and don't know what's happening.
I've always tot that he is my friend,
but now knowing he is just taking advantage of you to satisfy his own interest.
So probably this year,
I'm gonna tell him:

"FVCK OFF ASSHOLE!!!!"

AND I'M GONNA DARE MYSELF TO DO SO. =)


PS. Hi sis if u ever see this, I just wanna express my feeling. Since its almost impossible to post on his wall. hah.

Ponderous

I found that the way guai lou describe things / vocab are really hillarious.

Do you know what is ponderous?
it means heavy, lack of agility ; or the people that usually talk in a very slow and boring way.

and this is what I found in a page that they're trying to explain ponderous:

Ponderous also describes a person's manner, or their manner of speaking. If it does, this is a person you will want to avoid. They're solemn, speak slowly about things that are boring, and get to the punchline of a joke about seven years after anyone with half a brain has figured it out for themselves.

HAHAHA. This is far-neh!

=D

STARS

I like to look up to the sky during night time.
Especially when the sky is clear and when countless stars appear, shining and blinking.

It  feels like every problem is so small, so tiny, and is nothing.
I could just look at the stars..,
and leave my mind blank.
Amaze by how far is the stars, why do I see it, is there any living creatures like us on other planet, and so on.
It keeps my sorrow away,
At that moment.

心痛

为什么眼泪流干了，心还是会痛？

Cool

And I discovered it now,
actually not now, but some time ago,
I was thinking, is it person who are cool,
is more popular, more recognizable, more wide known by other?
is it important for one to be success?
is it crucial for one to know more cool people?
what is cool?
how do you define cool?
by the way they talk? the way they interact with people? the way they present themselves? the way they socialize, by all means.
So do people thinks you're cool enough to be part of them?
Do people actually look at your "cool-ness" in order to be friends/alliance with you?
Or some people don't actually give a damn on this so call "cool-ness-lization"?
But in this real world, in this world's practice that everyone faking everything, how cool you are represent what your level is.
So some people look at that and judge you.

And why do i think bout this?
not out of sudden, but it actually happened.
and i guess this guy only greet, talk to, or look at, certain people that are of the same level with him.

And i swear to myself, thanks to your ignorance and one day I shall make you kiss my ass.

Abandoned

Seems like this blog is abandoned by me..
anyway some little updates to myself.

New year New beginning.
I need to throw away all the negative thoughts in my mind.
throw away all the sadness, give it whether the people/things that is the root of the problem.

thing happens.
Sometimes it is really hard to ignore..
the more i tried to ignore, the more it came to my in the middle of the night, like wave in ocean..
I'm drown and its hard to breathe.
All i can do is cry out loud and it did makes me feel much better..

Good news is I can now let go of him, not 100%, but 50%.
it is an improvement tho!
but bad news is i've fallen for another one.
haha.
wish for the best, if it was meant to come it will come effortlessly.

Now I know, the most painful thing one can ever encounter, is
the person u love is hurting another person u love, and you cant do anything about it.

Now im 22. ( to be accurate is 21 years old and 1 and half month)
process of growing up, is inevitable and out of my control.
Somehow growing up for ur "heart" and "mind" is something you can control. and it is a decision that is up to you.
Some ppl are physically old but mentally childish, vice versa.

I rmb I started writing this blog when i was 18, and now its already the 5th year.
Time flies.
Remember the days, I set out with faith, I set out with dreams, I set out with passion.
It is now fading away.
I must't let time wash away my dreams.

Watched CZ12 yesterday.
I am so amazed by JackyChan despite what he did/say (had a affair n nvr recognize his daughter)
While watching the footage of behind the scene,
he got injured many times when filming,
still he did not give up, and continue the filming with his determination.
I rmb he says: ‘每个镜头都有可能是我最后一个镜头’
成龙的成功，不是没有原因的。
背后所吃的苦头，有谁知道？
他可以用失去性命的风险来换取每个完美的镜头，你愿意吗？你可以吗？
光鲜的外表下，在背后可是付出了多少常人所不及的努力换取的。

我真的有很多需要进步/学习的地方。

我要2013，成为我突破的一年。

Anyway, cheers to all my friends and family,
wish you all a great life, happiness filled and fortune 2013.
Safe and sound.
I love everyone around me.
:)