HI

hello my long abandoned blog.

guess its been almost a year since my last post.

Sometimes I'd wished I'd blog frequently, to record everything that has happened, and everyone I came across.

Everything has changed.

and thats the trend now i would say.

life-changing technology and fast paced lifestyle is the thing now.

Just some update of my life:

Study: I have finished my studies, and currently waiting for graduation ceremony to be convened coming September. At this point in life, I really really really miss Uni life alot. I guess a part of me will die after graduation, cuz I'm officially graduated and not a student anymore.

Work: Its challenging, not because of the work load, but the people I faces. At first it was okay but the longer i stayed, it seems like everything is not right.. or maybe its me who keep doing the comparison with other friends who are working in other MNC? Now I feel work life balance is very important, I want to attend Yoga class after work, chill with friends/colleagues at the bar, attend some training courses and perhaps assigned a oversea assignment.. ahh it all seems so far away.. Training wise, hmm, here they expect you to learn yourself, study materials are provided, supervisors are helpful? (depends on their mood/whether are they occupied) they will teach you.. Is everything systematic? No.. it is largely depends on human factor, which means what you say or what you do are to their liking, if they disapprove they you might not be able to get ur leave, unlike some company where u can apply through system and you are encouraged to fully utilized your annual leave. When you want to claim some work related bills you will need to get nod from bosses. Instead of following SOP, it is solely upon discretion of your supervisor. This is the part I hated the most. As I know, the practice of this industry are similar, you get high bonus, but in return you dont get to enjoy life. I'M IN DILEMMA. Work/profession that I've always wanted, but I'm not happy now. Maybe I should give myself another shot in another environment, only to decide whether should I change my path.

Friends: Glad that everyone's still keep in touch n update with each other.

Health: Still alive. Just need to cut some weight.

Dreams: As you grow older, your dreams will slowly fade away. Is it true? No... I'm still gonna start my own business one day. before 30.

Money Money Money, I need more money.

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最近对人生有很多感悟，
在做工的日子里，
一个星期比一个星期过得很快，
由原本很慢，到慢，到快，到很快，到一眨眼的快。
心里会突然觉得很怕，
我的日子，最青春最有活力最美好的日子要这样过了吗？
不是说做工不好，
但会觉得这样的日子对人类，或对我自己有什么意义？
我看到我上司就这样做了好多年的工，
我不想那样
薪水虽然很好，
但是我的话，
我绝对会后悔。
我想要活自己的人生，为自己活。
做工是必要的，在可以自由自在飞之前，也要储够自己的子弹。
有时我想，可能每个人毕业后都想去闯出自己的一片天地，
到最后有多少人妥协了?

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这是个残酷和现实的世界。

下回告诉你为什么。


加油。