少年不努力

有时间的话，我会想好好的读读历史书籍。只要是人，那么人性的弱点（贪婪，残暴，纵欲，骄傲等等）只会让历史不断重演。

孙子兵法一直没时间研究。

还有好多的中国古代留下来的智慧真的很值得研究，资治通鉴是另外一本我很想阅读，司马光著作，记载了一千多年的朝代盛衰兴亡，可以应用在现在管理上。（这些都是以前的学生需要读的，如果比起来以前的学生应该聪明过现代的学生，这里又有很长的故事要说，next post perhaps)

还有易经。买了但是还没读。

为什么我不早一点知道呢？这些对以前的我来说是很沉闷很无聊的，还想既然已经发生了的事情都改变不了，为什么要去研究呢，可是不知道是人长大了，竟然会开始对过去的事情有兴趣，想要了解自己的根。

现在的想法是虽然过去了但是人类一定要从中吸取教训，学习和避免错误再次重演。

人果然都会变啊。

Internship Interview

Standard chartered called me up for an interview. Long story short, I kinda screw up the interview.. Not confident that they will offer me or not.. Anyway even if they offer me I have to think twice , cuz the field that I'm interested is investment banking. 

Really in dilemma .. I do interested in stocks but is it the right field to go in? Is IB more related with corporate finance? 

But what I like is to make profit from selling and buying of stocks or forming a portfolio I would say.. 

But never try never know. 

Jiumu has been really helpful for giving me lots of suggestion and information.. She even advise me to apply to all and if really decided to go into IB then what I need to do right now is to get into Securities firm .. Definitely not commercial bank. If I get into commercial bank now, it will be harder for me to enter IB later as I have zero exposure in IB. 

Ahhhhh I really hate crossroads. :(( 

Ok I'm not gonna compromise.

I'm not 100% confident that I will love IB but I think must give it a try first to know whether it is the right industry for me or not. Cuz once I made the decision.. There's no turning back.. Oh o...... 

So that means, 

#1- if enter commercial bank, cannot go into IB later. 

#2- if enter IB, can still change later. 

RHB oh RHB can you please call me??