Surrounded by negativity

Dont know why recently Im very semangat-less.
Everything seems so dull, boring, lifeless.
Feels like Im bored of all this shit, all these fake peoples around, and twisted truth and biased rules.

Not sure whether my emotion is affected by politics in Malaysia.
As day by day its getting closer and closer to the election, with dirty politics happening everyday,
and unforeseen future and unpredictable results of election..
Seems like everything just so messed up and out of control..
So helpless.

URGHHH!!!!
I think I need a holidayyyyy!!!

Trust

Why is it so hard to trust on him?
Promises, trust, believes,
every of these is now broken into pieces after each time they're just about to heal,
and not to forget my heart too.

This process just kept being repeat,
what a fool am I to believe in those make up lies.

Karma will come to you,
If you continually treat them like this.

If you really really did it,
just wait for the day when Karma come and I shall sit and watch with popcorn in my hand.

Random thought

Life is amazing.
Everyone has their own life.
7 billion people on the earth, (yes! the latest data 2013 shows that the world is reaching 7 billion of population! > click here <)
7 billion ways of living life.
What's your story?
How do you live your life?
What is the purpose of your life?
Have you achieve your dream yet?
...

There's just so many things to be discovered in this world.
Life is short.
and I guess that's why time is so precious.
Things that you cannot hold onto forever is always precious.
In fact, everything in life is not lasting, including people we love, possession we own, etc.
It is like an adventurous journey, where the most exciting part is when one is experiencing and enjoying the process.
Anyway...

 :)

The article that I read, which I think is very inspiring, about a guy who traveled the world in 8 years straight.

PS. Found one interesting data, the number of people that had ever lived and you'll be surprise by the figure, which is 106 billion!)

In love with ah boys...

I guess everybody knows bout this movie,

AH BOYS TO MEN!!

So obviously,

I'd never expect it coming, this passionate, this restless, 

has lead me to a black hole...

Of falling for the ah boyss. 

They made me so happy, excited, admire ( my Alex Ong), & laugh my heart out. 

Especially My Sergeant Alex Ong.. A.k.a Tosh Zhang.

Why he so handsome and so cool la??

Why he so funny and cute la??

(This scene makes me laugh like hell.. they squeezes Ken's ass xD)

(Ah Boys to Men, 2013)

This has got to be the best movie for the year!!

Eventho its just a quarter of 2013 had passed.

Beside all the lengchais in the movie, 

I love how the movie taught us many lessons in life, for example,  never take our parent for granted, learn to be independent, care for friends, help each other out..& etc. Its a movie you'll definitely gain few precious values at the end of the show.

Many says part 2 is better than part 1,

I do agree with it. It has more hilarious part, and also shown how every character changes from the naive and childish boy to real men. :)

Go Ninja!!! 

This is the making of with every actor explain how they got chosen and how it all begin! :))

Enjoy!

Complain-er

Have you ever encounter those people,
whose always nagging, mumbling about the problems he/she faced,
telling you how unfortunate they are,
how unlucky they were to meet those kind of incidents,
why those things happens on them,
how life is so unfair to them.. and so on.

I seriously, HATING, BENCI, TAOYAN,
these kind of peoples.
They are like zombies that were so lifeless, so negative, so pale,
and was contaminated with the viruses that called - SPREAD-THE-NEGATIVITY-TILL-YOU-DIE.
Their aim is to infect everyone (or the earth) they meet with the virus,
thus such act is called - NEGATIVI-ZATION.

I just cant help, but to use my grenade, riffles, Ak-47,
to shoot them to death like the game i used to played ( the house of the dead).

But there will be an exception,
only to Nicholas Hoult,
This famous handsome-cute zombie that fell in love with his prey.

 (Warm Bodies, 2013)

PS. Please please I pray to the moon don't let those negativity-virus-infected zombies come near me! BTH!!

Orientation March 13 part 2

Okay,
so here goes my part 2 of orientation.
I think this is the intake that I've learnt most, with the members and partner I had.
And we did organised a gathering in HB3 for freshies and OCs..
the result was.. abit disappointing, frankly speaking.
I only saw 3 of my freshies turn up,
the other two, I was told that they came earlier but due to assignments n stuff then they went back. -_-
Why cant wait for me laaa? :(

And the "best" part is my partner never told me that he's coming late, for 30 mins,
and after he shows up for like 10 mins and he went to dinner (off-campus)with his friends.
How awesome is that??
and he left me hanging there, do the talking with freshies, and to answer them that their another OC have got something important to do with big *awkward* smile on my face. (yes we were told to help and cover each other but do he have a lil of sense of responsibility? If not what I've done is so not worth it. )

Some people always complaint that they always got offered the same job, but do they really have the heart and will to take the job they want ? Do you have a sense of responsibility and can make others look up to you? Before you complaint please think about it. Some more got ppl still dare to complaint after get the job.
(this is abit off topic)

I do understand everything, everyone have flaws and I should not be so skeptical to others.
Despite the imperfect part, the orientation is awesome. :)
My group got the First prize for their drama,
and they deserves the prizes! Every one gave their best in the performance, they do it wholeheartedly,
and I felt so proud of them!!

The best part of being an OC is, when you see these bunch of peoples that were awkward and shy and quiet in the first day, turn out to be really crazy, noisy, funny, and get along with each other really well and strive together to achieve the same aim ( during games / performance) . I've done my part, which is give them wonderful memory that they will cherish in the future, a bunch of friends/teammates when they were lonely and helpless in environment full of strangers.

LONGLIVE OC!! :))
GOOOO PASSION!!

Orientation March 2013

YAYYYYY!!!
YOU KNOW WAT???!!
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR ORIENTATION AND I WILL BE HAVING FRESHIES NIGHT IN 24 HOURS AND I FEEL SOOOOOOO 不舍得...

AND ITS 2.42AM NOW I CANT SLEEP EVENTOUGH I'M PHYSICALLY SUPER DUPER TIRED BUT MY MIND WAS HYPERACTIVE NOW!! (So I decided to blog bout my feeling )

What's on my mind now:

- Im so gonna miss my freshies. They are the best!! So active and is willing to speak n mix with each other well and sooo funny!
- Im so gonna miss every OC cuz i will back to boring daily ordinary life (lecture class - eat - sleep), no more dancing singing crazying laughing with these bunch of peoples in 3 months time. No numa numa, butterfly, we will get there and permata dunia.. :'(
- I am so thankful that I have this guy, Fuat in my group.. He made me grew up. Thank you. :)
- abit worry that how my group's drama will turn out... and group cheers... i really wanna know... >.<
- and also my own performance... today know my roles n story line and only starts practice tmr and after practice then directly perform.. OC are always spontaneous and flexible!
- Im glad that I learnt alot in this intake... every intake I did learn new things and meet new friend. ;)
- If im not sleeping nw... I will be really tired tmr BUT seriously i cant sleep.D:

till then!
Adeus!

PS. will come out with a mroe detailed of orientation part 2. =P

CNY 2013

Its been soooooo busy these days and I am now busier than having finals.
Right after CNY, I have no time to get some proper rest but instead having my schedule fully booked!

Until today, there wasnt a day where I am total free from jio n yumcha.
This is like hutang that I need to pay back, cause when they jio me at the time when I was having finals/mid terms/busy, I couldn't make it. And now it's payback time! =P

Anyway,
days like this feels like I'm not wasting time, rotting at home. (burning money at the same time T.T)
But after this coming monday,
that would be the last jio and I'm gonna start to do things that I've planned earlier!

Happy Holiday and Happy CNY~~~
yeah This year is really gonna be fabulous!!!

She says

She says,
“只要你是一个好女孩，一定会有人注意到你的。”

我会努力，
做一个更好的女孩。

4th feb 2013

Today is not my day.
I think i screwed my managerial statistics.
I know I know... its an easy subject, not core not major,
But all due to last minute revision,
seriously i underestimate it. :(
Guess Im that kind of person have to fall hard, to feel the pain, only then will change this stupid lazy attitude.
Pointer is sure going to fall.
Missing my first class, again.
Seriously?? Wong chooi yen YOU ARE SUCH A FOOL!

Overestimate myself at the same time.

Anyway, CNY is coming.
Din't hav the mood to celebrate it tho,
is it because we've had all grown up,
lots of other stuffs to think about, to plan, to solve,
not like a care-free happy-go-lucky kid anymore,
after school then play and indulge in CNY mood even a month before CNY!
or simply because im having finals?
*sigh* #grewup

Saw him today,
wearing his blue strips shirts.
I can always recognize him, even if i only get to peek at his back for one second,
I did remember what he wore before,
like this shirt he's wearing today.
I've seen other people wearing d exactly same shirt like his,
but no one can bring it out better than him. haha.
I think I'm crazy.
But  my mood are so calm now.
good good.

Anyway, tomorrow will be the best day!
Raise your glass for our brightest future of all!
"Aye Captain Yen!"
*blurrp*