Today is my day~

Today after a lot of unlucky events,
such as, fell down in bathroom, had a nightmare night before, got chased out from the swimming pool, and almost fell down from staircase..
FINALLY
a lucky and happy incidents happened on me!!
We managed to talk today!
Muahahahhaa
so happy
summore he talked to me first yo!
and twice haha
funny thing was when we left the class he was like facing me,
and i tot he was going to talk something but nothing came out from his mouth, thus I said bye and he said bye too... funny moment.
very happy but I will keep my feelings under control so it wont overflow.
She was right,
just enjoy the moment and dont think too much.
I'll just go with the flow.
Who knows after we become closer friend dy then just realized that we might not suitable for each other?
=)
Anyway Im kinda happy today.
But different from last time.
If this happens to me 6 months ago,
I'll be having insomnia!!
LOL

"If you want to find your Mr.Right, you have to first be a Ms.Right. " - Anon, (2013)

Keep calm and stay cool.

=))

Exausted

This semester is terrifying,
7 subjects in 4 days is very tiring.
plus convo fest (secretary) + career fair (asst director sp)
CONGRATULATIONS!!
I AM NOW IN A WHOLE NEW LEVEL OF STRESS!

This is real challenging.
I am soo gonna K.O each of this with distinction!
4.0 pointer this semester is my target...
if not i will cut my limbs..
same goes to convo fest and career fair..

They were right,
Im lack of confidence.
I will give myself CONFIDENCE BOOST!

Nick Vujicic's book is very motivating,
it made my days feel better after reading it.
I basically bring it everywhere and read it when I got free time.

Now I am living a healthy lifestyle.
Every week I'll go for jogging, cycling in gym, and swimming.
Keep fit.
Study mode on.
Event mode on.

and most importantly,
PERFECT MODE ON!!
DO MY BEST! GIVE MY BEST!!

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sometimes it is so hard to give up,
i told my heart to get over him,
but most of the time, it resist of doing so.

and I just found out,
he attending the same class with me!!
NOW!!
we are from different faculty and I never tot that we could be in the same class!
this is a long sem...
and im gonna be so dead. :O
tried to forget but fail everytime..
how am I going to do this... :(
or should i atleast try before I give up?
aih hard to decide...
am I going to embarassed myself??

Nick Vujicic says: 没有哪个人比其他人更有价值。
means everyone is this world are equal.
I should practice this in my mind.
and some meaningful quote from him is
要想找到我想要的东西，唯一的办法就是逾念与行动和坚持不懈。
上帝是不会犯错的。他对我们自有安排。

on love
1. 只要你对爱情敞开大门，爱情就会到来。而如果你给自己的心筑起一道围墙，那么爱情怎样都不会到来。
2.要让别人爱你，首先你必须自己爱自己。
3.千万不要放弃爱情。上帝不愿意看到你浪费自己拥有的爱。

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Get a chance to learn new things and work with this person whom I admired for long time ago,
I will give my best and improve myself.
PROVE IT WCY!!!

杨千嬅

誰人曾愛過你　你盡量幻想他貪你什麼　好心地也不錯

誰人曾厭棄你　你問問自己他憎你什麼　或是怕你會肚餓

*如果想照耀萬人　請加點信心

如果想抱住情人　請吸取教訓

如果想快樂做人　請敲敲你心

如果可磊落做人　你會更吸引

#童年時那個你　與弟弟在家中演你自己　哭只因你歡喜

成年人勸過你　你現在大個需要做大戲　但別要太過顧忌

你有個個也有　你有爸爸媽媽

你有占過掛　你有幾口一家

你亦有收過花得過初吻放過煙花

你的八字看透了嗎　你有苦戀的他

你有膽卻怕　你有許多牽掛

你未有卻恨有　勇士笑對你說過來吧

lets not get too much carried away

gotta admit that,
i am a very naive person,
I believe in everything others say.
without thinking the intentions of him/her of saying that.

When he says : A is mean and bad.
So thats my impression towards A.
When she says : B is pretty and kind.
and this becomes my impression towards B.

and what happens is,
I subconciously interact less with A,
without seeing it for myself,
so indirectly I am judging others..
at the same time the friend that told me A is mean still be a very close friend with A.
Am I being a fool for believing what he say??
I was new in the game i guess,
I cant talk bad bout a person and still be friend with him/her happily,
but he can.
and that amazesss me.

I am soooooo naive.
I will not be easily affected by others anymore.
I will not judge.
and thats one of the most important thing I've learnt during orientation June 2013.

too good to be true

he is too good to be true.


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update of 4th june.

Is it unhealthy when you think someone is too good to be true?
Because I like him,
so I think he is perfect,
and I am too.. inferior for him?
I started to focus on what Im lack of,
such as nice body figure, cheerful, brilliant, friends..
and I feel worse and worse bout myself day by day.

I hate this feeling.
It made me feel down and upset most of the time.
Where are the happy me?

I should believe in God,
that there's someone who will appreciate me as what I am,
accept my good and bad wholeheartedly,
is out there waiting for me.

No more awful feeling for myself!!
I am my dad n mom's little and perfect princess.
I will make them proud at the same time.
Being a better girl/woman.

Orientation 2013 June intake

yeah, unsurprisingly,
I join orientation again.
this is the second time I'm joining the big intake (only June counted) and unofficially the 4th times I've become an Orientation Comm.

Always have that mixed feelings before the program,
feelings of regret, excited (?) , anxious, boring (same song same dance same game just some new faces), and etc.
Am thinking if I dint join then what would I do?
slack at home? watching my dramas and movies,
or go out have some good time with friends.
but most probably sleeping at home.

Sometimes I would get bored with this,
but.. God knows I will feel so engage to this group of people after the bonding camp?
Anyway..
lets hopes for the best tmr.

2 weeks of holidays.
No fb, no blog, no you tube, no internet.
Bye Bye

PS. He's joining this time.. I hope that I will not develop any feelings for him again.. Must get rid of him...
      Already one year.. I must move on.. and wait for a better guy.
   

"Every time I think of him, I would remind myself that if he wanted to talk to me, he would." - Anonymous.


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Btw..
So in love with Robert Downey Jr recently,
am I considered obsess with him if I have to watch ironman either 1 or 2 once per day?
and watching their interviews and movie's premieres,
and found out that I'm not the only person on the earth thinks that Robert Downey Jr IS ACTUALLY  Tony Starks!
So happy. :D
He basically are as sardonic and humorous and witty and charming and lively, like Tony Starks!!
I guess he basically portraying his own character into Ironman.

He's 48 this year,
and I'm amaze by how he become famous,
from Sherlock holmes to tony starks,
in just few years.
and we're talking bout the men who had drug and violent problems for long time, and the men that tried drugs ( by his dad) as early as 6 years old.
This is like a person that evolve from a caterpillar from butterflies, and he has now get rid of all the drugs problems and focus on his movie.
I even watch back the movies he did before this 2 super famous franchise films.
Kiss kiss bang bang (2005) is a very funny comedy while due date (2010) is funny too with the Alan from Hangover movies.

This men rocks! ( and I love Johnny Depp too)

This quote by him,
rebellious much?
Sometimes we can see that rebellious kids or insane people that dont care what other thinks,
can achieve farer and better.

Cheers.

Coming election

Can you feel the intensity?

Can you feel the tense atmosphere around you?

Everyone looked calm and cool,

but I think the nearer it is, 

the more nervous the people are.

Everywhere you go now you can always see our PM's face, 

whether I am reading newspaper, watching TV, browsing Youtube, or even listening to radio,

All my senses (touch, see, smell, taste, hear) have basically been invaded by our dearest PM.

I literally sees everything in blue now. Like the world suddenly changes its colour to blue.. (and it caused us everyday also blue)

you must accept the fact that....  HE IS EVERYWHERE.

Is this considered some sort of mentally torture?

Cost for advertising like this must cost a BOMB, worse still, the money might come out from people's pocket.

I believe that if they spend these money wisely by increasing people's well-being, ex. education, public transport, 

they might have some chance of winning. (people's heart)

This is gonna be a short post, who knows if I wrote too much and I'll got arrested tmr. 

#Votefornation #Votewisely #Justicewillbeserved 

Sauteed Portabella Mushroom

Out of sudden this thing just came up to my mind.
When I was viewing some friend's picture in Facebook and randomly I came across with this picture of burger by the super-famous-in-town burger maker - myBurgerlab's charcoal burger.
So it reminded me of my first time having this burger,
when I was the crew of FMFA '13 in Sepang circuit,
My friend and I decided to give it a try since everything there was damn expensive (hardly find anything that doesnt cost me a bomb with everything RM10 and above PS.even a simple fried mee)
and so we tried this in their booth in Sepang instead of its shop which located in PJ.

I was so impressed by its taste and the freshness of the ingredients they're using.
I cant recall the name of the burger, but I remember it is something very extraordinary from the burger i usually eat  (most of them are McD's -_-), with the juicy chicken, thick and chewy cheese, sauteed portabella mushroom and flavourful tomatoes.

From all of this I find Sauteed Portabella Mushroom is my flavourite,
and I would love to eat it solely.
So I Youtube it to find the recipes, it seems so easy to do and I'm gonna try it soon. :P

here is the recipe for sauteed button mushroom which i think is easy to prepare and a recipe with video on how to prepare a portobello mushroom burger. 

PS. Time-out KL: 28 best things we've eaten this year omg the only thing I've tried is forty licks ice cream.  

钻石夜总会

To be honest I don't like this show AT ALL.
aside from being extremely fake, exaggerating, lack of nutrition ( purely waste of time), also for harming children's development!

SO today their topic is about 美魔女 , which is the women that are of middle age or older but still looks like a young girl/lady.
What happen to this show is that they always 物化女性, use female, as an attraction of the show.
Asking every girl to pose like model, showing off their body, wearing as less as possible.
How can such show be appropriate for family audiences?

I am so worried, especially for children that are watching this show.
What will a little girl thinks, when she saw these adults female acting like a bitch in front of TV?
Will she thinks that this is the way to be famous/success?
will she thinks that "ohh so i have to act like this one day when I grew up? "
what will a little boy thinks when he saw all these guy in the show drooling like a wolf when they saw sexy female?
will he thinks that "oh so this is how girls will be like when they grew up."
will he thinks that "oh so I am suppose to be like one of these guy."
will he respect girl and treat women equally? (cuz in this show it clearly delivers a message - women = entertainment and of course education & family's role does play an important part but this also will affect their perspective on women)

If I were a mother of my children, STRICTLY NO 钻石夜总会 ALLOWED!!

Entertainment not equals to nudity. 

Absurd.

PS. 大前研一, a very well-known Japanese management Guru have published a book, 《低智商社会》which is his view on current society and is worth reading. I'm looking forward to read this book.

Insta danger

People nowadays uses Instagram (not to mention Facebook) to post pictures,

tell others about their life,

what they ate, what they own, where they went and so on. 

Does reading other's instagram makes you happier? 

Does the number of likes really matters? 

There are researh shows that using social media can actually bring harm to user. 

In this article, the social media can bring depression and low self-esteem to users like children and teens.

We'll unconsciously compare our life with others. 

Now people are more concern on how many likes they'll get on facebook or instagram instead of how many books they've read annually. 

What will happen to the world then?

I foresee a world, with people not knowing who is David Cameron, Dale Carnegic, Confucius, George Washington, etc, but concern only with latest fashion, fine food, luxury possession, entertainment. 

In the future, if these peoples becomes majority of the society, nation, world, 

You know the people who becomes the authority/famous/success will be very powerful. 

As many people nowadays don't think and use their logical thinking ( from what I see on Facebook, ex. the opposition party posted something and most follower chose to believe without even check if it is a fact or manipulated news )

They tend to follow what other says/ do , and they'll think that go with the flow is correct. 

It is very dangerous when one don't have his own stand / thought, do not have critical thinking, and do not question/doubt. 

Thus they might be easily manipulated and becomes the puppet and tool of wicked people. 

So..
Quickly pull yourself out from this fatal quick sand!

Or.. 

Balance your time between social media and life and starts to indulge yourself in more productive activity!

PS. There is another article I've read recently which I think not bad.
       10 things extraordinary people say everyday

Cheers!