未来

其实很羡慕他们，

小小年纪 却已经如此成功

不是说每个人都有自己的天赋吗？

如果早发现 早发掘 是不是就会成功了呢？

我已经时日无多了啦

有没有一种东西

可以让我知道我的天赋在哪？

I'm thirst for success,

and hunger for achievements.

昨天看到一句话，

让那个我燃起了小小希望，

Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard.

所以说有天赋不必然成功，但是努力就会成功？

:) 

#3 Random

Okay... today is another beautiful day~ =)

Tomorrow I can gao dim my last paper! Which is Msian study~ hoho a pass/fail subject which means Im gonna read one or two chapter only to pass since my coursework mark is already 40++. Muahahaha.

Never update my wish list since decades ago...

So here's the new ones!! =D

- I wanna go Taylor Swift's concert!!!!!
- Travel around d world!!!
- Spreading my love!! ( not sure how but im hoping thr's a way haha )
- Establish a organization.... to spread d Fun!!!
- Buy an aeroplane. hahaha so this'll make things easier since i wanna travel here n thr.

And today....
What Im going to do is,
-take a nap ( since i nvr sleep since ytd 4pm, and its 1.30 pm now! )
-study msian study paper
-go to zixin n jess's hse, sleepover!! hohoho
-masak masak d choco jelly~! =P


Recently, addicted to
-Katy perry's part of me
-safe and sound-Taylor Swift
:)

Im gonna have a good good life!! C:

random #2

- 那天晚上，圖書館外的月亮好圓好亮。回宿舍的時候，全部旁邊的路燈都沒亮，可是我低頭卻看見自己的影子，才發現是月亮的光！然後還有很多很多星星...真美麗的夜晚。如果每顆星星都能讓我許一個願多好。:-)

- 考場外，難得出現百年難得一見的龍蛇出巢人山人海現象...勁壯觀！看到此難得一見的現象，所有考試煩惱統統拋諸腦後！

-第一次，有著不到黃河心不死的精神！感覺自己又向前踏了一步！:) keep it up yo.

- 昨天看著天色慢慢變亮的感覺很好！眾人皆睡我獨醒！所以這天是我最早插旗的啦！winner of the day!

- 今天是美好的一天！多謝然哥哥帶我去alamanda吃mum mum，陪我可愛的朋友逛cold storage carrefour. Had a great time with you! This is most probably last outing of us after you fly off. You have always been a great and awesome friend of mine. Life is no fun without you. 希望我帶給你的回憶是溫暖的！希望你想到我的時候會有好心情吧！致這位與我共同成長的朋友，一路順風，前途無量，夢想成真！<3

- 我愛Taylor Swift的歌！Almost every song of them! 我要去Taylor Swift的演唱會！(Avril Lavigne 的也很愛！yay 18th feb here i come~~!! )

- 雖然不確定明天去的seminar是什麼topic，不過據我所知是關於doing business之類的。希望有收穫！:>

- 有理想在的地方，地狱就是天堂。有希望在的地方，痛苦也成歡樂。

Dreamer

I'm just a dreamer who dreams all the time.

Without action. But with strong will.

How funny is that.

So useless.

Every condition remains unchanged.

How long till the day, that I'll be able to breakthrough?

Dunno why I feel like there are not much time left...

It's really like grinding my passion awayyy...day by day..

Is like fight for something... but i dont even know specifically what I'm fighting for.

btw..Recently one thing that gave me confident is my math score 28.5 out of 30. heh  :) Keep going on! :))

STAY STRONG. BE PREPARED. :)))

Random 29/12/2011

两天，

多两天就正式告别2011。

今天是2011 最后第二个weekday，

明天是2011最后一个上班日/上课日.

Im definitely gonna enjoy tmr.. =D

明天有marketing, management的课，

然后在1.30要练习malaysian study's role play.

在2.00 present完后，

就要赶去tesco 搭巴士去penang.

3.15出发。

大概9点才会到penang..

晚上到那边，就跟the gang meet，

and then 吃晚餐.. :-)

应该会拥有精彩的friday night..

最近发生了很多事情。。

多到我不知道怎么说出来。。啊啊rghhh... /.\

1. its gonna be a lonely dinner starts from now

   2 friends moved out from hostel, and at first I have not much feeling towards this but now I can feel the impact.. Im eating dinner alone~ hohoho. needa fix this... there must be a way... and im gonna do it.. 

2. pressure of assignment

   finding a correct assignment-mate is superb important.. it will not only affect your marks but it might caused u some heart-weakening disease too... this is really important... I know its a common rule sometimes that we cant choose our teammates is similar to the condition when we join the society in the future we cant choose who we want to work with... but... there's always a choice right??!!. Im trying my best to be a good assignment mate & team mate... add oil to myself.

3. pressure of academic achievement

   I always feel down and upset when I think back the reason why im taking stpm..which is to enter IPTA. and now the target is not achieve. I did not achieve my target. Although I know sometimes its about luck...but sadly i have no luck at all on this matter... :-(  And although i know studying in MMU is good... but still, its like a thorn in my heart. Due to these, I am now trying my best.. to score in first sem and i really wished to get to apply a scholarship and graduate with 1st class hounour, so that I dont have to burden my parents... I want to be responsible to myself and dear papa mama. 

很喜欢友人的一篇文章，

活了20年，还是没能够真正体会生存的意义。

有些人，20岁就办了自己的演唱会。

有些人，20岁早已大学毕业。

有些人，20 岁早已成家立业。

有些人，20岁就有自己的一番成就。

回头看看自己。
我好像什么都不是。

不要说我没有努力过。
我有努力过，我也有偷懒过。

我觉得我懂的东西不少，可是并没有很多。

我对自己的要求时高时低，起起伏伏。
找不到标准，也从来不定标准。

偶尔，我还是不知道自己要的是什么。
有时侯以为知道，到头来原来是另一回事。

这里绝对说出了我的心声。。

20岁的我，

以为自己什么都是，

但可能什么都不是。

可以什么都是，

也可以什么都不是。

经常忽然有一种慌张感，

啊 我已经二十了。。。。

很羡慕还没或已经二十就已经找到自己定位的人。。

因为越早开始努力，

越早达到目标。

知道自己的方向在哪里，and work for it, 应该是最满足的事吧。:)

"Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking trying to see though the rain coming down.

 Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do,

 I'm alone on my own and I"m starting off I'll be strong, I'll be wrong,

 Oh but life goes on,

 Oh I'm just a girl,

 trying to find a place in this world." __Taylor Swift's_ A place in this world

Merry Christmas 2011

Yeah it's Christmas again.
2011 almost come to an end..
Review of the year:

Jan-June - Promoter @ Robinsons
July-September - Customer Service @ Tiong Nam
August/September- Singapore Trip with Efuu and Eric-san
October- Melaka Trip with best buddies
October- Dec (current) - Finance @ MMU

:-)
A wonderful, satisfied, and *learnology* year.

希望来临的2012 会更好！

Time Management

The attack of tons of assignment and presentation and mid terms recently,

makes me realized that....

IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO HAVE TIME MANAGEMENT SKILL!!
oh-so-frustrating, so struggling and lifeless..

Im almost down as the due date for assignments and presentation is on next year Jan's first week (like i still have lots of time to do it）but its actually not more than 10 days!

*pls dun got cheated by the word-> next year)

Well well the war is not over and we'll still stand a chance to fight back..

come on babeh die die oso need to get it done!

PS. I swear to myself that this will never happen in coming new sem!! 

Emo

Recently getting more and more emo.
Its not a good thing when I saw myself have so much post here. (of course sometimes its reasonable if i post smthg meaningful that happened.)
But I found out that my post recently are quite emo..
about life.... bout future... bout faith in oneself. = =

That means nothing occupy my time and I am too free to think about the nonsense ( hey but sometimes it makes sense).

AHHHH this doesnt sound good... :-((

OHHH I need something I can focus on other than studies..
Something that can benefits me, in real life.
Something like... Mark Zuckerberg doing his facebook when he's still in Harvard.
or Bill Gates creating software while he's still studying.

HMMM..............
I have so much free time now!!!!

ITSTIMETODEVELOPEMYOWNCAREER...
IWILLSHINELIKEASTAR!!!!


=_= DIDIJUSTEMOAGAIN?

random day 13/12/2011

Random day with unusual phenomenal ( Meteor rain tonight? :-)) 

I wish i can watch the meteor rain with <3. :-(

Morning: woke up at 7 but slept back and finally realized that i have half hours left when im awake again.

             

Tuesday is not my favourite day, its so stressful to attend for japanese class, because the japanese lecturer will                ask soooo many question to everyone in the class, in japanese. Perhaps her expectation are too high but we cant follow her steps, and so there are a huge gaps in our learning progress. :-( Most of the times the students cant manage to get what she said and always response slower.. =.=

And after the japanese class, which ends at 11 am. The whole day are free! woohoo~ :-)

But what I did was just online for almost half of the day, sob sob.

At around 6, i took a bath, and get ready to go to pasar malam organised in school for dinner. I saved my breakfast n lunch today by "makan sendiri" and finally had dinner there with abundant types of food to be chose.. :)

After dinner, online again in my room. =_=

Today's task is to wait for meteor and make wishes...but so far the sky are still cloudy.. :(

PLEASE LET ME MAKE MY WISHES UPON THE METEOR LAAA. 

NOW.TODAY

Another one hour,
Im going to have financial accounting's mid-term.
And now im still blogging here! haha!
Is in the state of relaxing...
dont wanna get too nervous,
else im gonna end up with stomachache. >.<

few days ago, ex-boss's colleague called and asked me to go back Robinsons to work..
hehe it's the third calls from them to ask me go back to work.
felt a a sense of satisfaction/achievement ^.^
that means im a satisfying/good worker. haha
Still thinking whether to accept the job or not since i will only go back on weekend..
and that's the only time i can meet with my lovely family members and friends..

Currently finished 1 mid-term exam only which is management, another one is in one hour time..
yeahoo..
it's actually quite basic since i've taken accounting during form 6..
and what im studying now is much more easier compared to form 6's syllabus.
As it is in BM, and we have to go through every chapter in a 3cm thick book in short time.
But i heard others saying that first sem is always easy, start from second sem n its like..u'll know *evil laugh*...
Anyway,
gonna make sure that i can get first class grade in this sem..
(important for applying scholarship)

=D GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!