Random 29/12/2011

两天，

多两天就正式告别2011。

今天是2011 最后第二个weekday，

明天是2011最后一个上班日/上课日.

Im definitely gonna enjoy tmr.. =D

明天有marketing, management的课，

然后在1.30要练习malaysian study's role play.

在2.00 present完后，

就要赶去tesco 搭巴士去penang.

3.15出发。

大概9点才会到penang..

晚上到那边，就跟the gang meet，

and then 吃晚餐.. :-)

应该会拥有精彩的friday night..

最近发生了很多事情。。

多到我不知道怎么说出来。。啊啊rghhh... /.\

1. its gonna be a lonely dinner starts from now

   2 friends moved out from hostel, and at first I have not much feeling towards this but now I can feel the impact.. Im eating dinner alone~ hohoho. needa fix this... there must be a way... and im gonna do it.. 

2. pressure of assignment

   finding a correct assignment-mate is superb important.. it will not only affect your marks but it might caused u some heart-weakening disease too... this is really important... I know its a common rule sometimes that we cant choose our teammates is similar to the condition when we join the society in the future we cant choose who we want to work with... but... there's always a choice right??!!. Im trying my best to be a good assignment mate & team mate... add oil to myself.

3. pressure of academic achievement

   I always feel down and upset when I think back the reason why im taking stpm..which is to enter IPTA. and now the target is not achieve. I did not achieve my target. Although I know sometimes its about luck...but sadly i have no luck at all on this matter... :-(  And although i know studying in MMU is good... but still, its like a thorn in my heart. Due to these, I am now trying my best.. to score in first sem and i really wished to get to apply a scholarship and graduate with 1st class hounour, so that I dont have to burden my parents... I want to be responsible to myself and dear papa mama. 

很喜欢友人的一篇文章，

活了20年，还是没能够真正体会生存的意义。

有些人，20岁就办了自己的演唱会。

有些人，20岁早已大学毕业。

有些人，20 岁早已成家立业。

有些人，20岁就有自己的一番成就。

回头看看自己。
我好像什么都不是。

不要说我没有努力过。
我有努力过，我也有偷懒过。

我觉得我懂的东西不少，可是并没有很多。

我对自己的要求时高时低，起起伏伏。
找不到标准，也从来不定标准。

偶尔，我还是不知道自己要的是什么。
有时侯以为知道，到头来原来是另一回事。

这里绝对说出了我的心声。。

20岁的我，

以为自己什么都是，

但可能什么都不是。

可以什么都是，

也可以什么都不是。

经常忽然有一种慌张感，

啊 我已经二十了。。。。

很羡慕还没或已经二十就已经找到自己定位的人。。

因为越早开始努力，

越早达到目标。

知道自己的方向在哪里，and work for it, 应该是最满足的事吧。:)

"Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking trying to see though the rain coming down.

 Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do,

 I'm alone on my own and I"m starting off I'll be strong, I'll be wrong,

 Oh but life goes on,

 Oh I'm just a girl,

 trying to find a place in this world." __Taylor Swift's_ A place in this world

Merry Christmas 2011

Yeah it's Christmas again.
2011 almost come to an end..
Review of the year:

Jan-June - Promoter @ Robinsons
July-September - Customer Service @ Tiong Nam
August/September- Singapore Trip with Efuu and Eric-san
October- Melaka Trip with best buddies
October- Dec (current) - Finance @ MMU

:-)
A wonderful, satisfied, and *learnology* year.

希望来临的2012 会更好！

Time Management

The attack of tons of assignment and presentation and mid terms recently,

makes me realized that....

IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO HAVE TIME MANAGEMENT SKILL!!
oh-so-frustrating, so struggling and lifeless..

Im almost down as the due date for assignments and presentation is on next year Jan's first week (like i still have lots of time to do it）but its actually not more than 10 days!

*pls dun got cheated by the word-> next year)

Well well the war is not over and we'll still stand a chance to fight back..

come on babeh die die oso need to get it done!

PS. I swear to myself that this will never happen in coming new sem!! 

Emo

Recently getting more and more emo.
Its not a good thing when I saw myself have so much post here. (of course sometimes its reasonable if i post smthg meaningful that happened.)
But I found out that my post recently are quite emo..
about life.... bout future... bout faith in oneself. = =

That means nothing occupy my time and I am too free to think about the nonsense ( hey but sometimes it makes sense).

AHHHH this doesnt sound good... :-((

OHHH I need something I can focus on other than studies..
Something that can benefits me, in real life.
Something like... Mark Zuckerberg doing his facebook when he's still in Harvard.
or Bill Gates creating software while he's still studying.

HMMM..............
I have so much free time now!!!!

ITSTIMETODEVELOPEMYOWNCAREER...
IWILLSHINELIKEASTAR!!!!


=_= DIDIJUSTEMOAGAIN?

random day 13/12/2011

Random day with unusual phenomenal ( Meteor rain tonight? :-)) 

I wish i can watch the meteor rain with <3. :-(

Morning: woke up at 7 but slept back and finally realized that i have half hours left when im awake again.

             

Tuesday is not my favourite day, its so stressful to attend for japanese class, because the japanese lecturer will                ask soooo many question to everyone in the class, in japanese. Perhaps her expectation are too high but we cant follow her steps, and so there are a huge gaps in our learning progress. :-( Most of the times the students cant manage to get what she said and always response slower.. =.=

And after the japanese class, which ends at 11 am. The whole day are free! woohoo~ :-)

But what I did was just online for almost half of the day, sob sob.

At around 6, i took a bath, and get ready to go to pasar malam organised in school for dinner. I saved my breakfast n lunch today by "makan sendiri" and finally had dinner there with abundant types of food to be chose.. :)

After dinner, online again in my room. =_=

Today's task is to wait for meteor and make wishes...but so far the sky are still cloudy.. :(

PLEASE LET ME MAKE MY WISHES UPON THE METEOR LAAA. 

NOW.TODAY

Another one hour,
Im going to have financial accounting's mid-term.
And now im still blogging here! haha!
Is in the state of relaxing...
dont wanna get too nervous,
else im gonna end up with stomachache. >.<

few days ago, ex-boss's colleague called and asked me to go back Robinsons to work..
hehe it's the third calls from them to ask me go back to work.
felt a a sense of satisfaction/achievement ^.^
that means im a satisfying/good worker. haha
Still thinking whether to accept the job or not since i will only go back on weekend..
and that's the only time i can meet with my lovely family members and friends..

Currently finished 1 mid-term exam only which is management, another one is in one hour time..
yeahoo..
it's actually quite basic since i've taken accounting during form 6..
and what im studying now is much more easier compared to form 6's syllabus.
As it is in BM, and we have to go through every chapter in a 3cm thick book in short time.
But i heard others saying that first sem is always easy, start from second sem n its like..u'll know *evil laugh*...
Anyway,
gonna make sure that i can get first class grade in this sem..
(important for applying scholarship)

=D GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!

時間證明人格

路遙知馬力，
日久見人心。
相處久了，
慢慢的一個人的本性開始露出馬腳。
原來這個是真正的他，
醜陋的一面，
“我接受不到咯！”___ 某某

相信我不是唯一見識到的人吧。
接下來the witch會有什麼結果呢？？
敬請拭目以待！！！
=D

xx

What had happened to her?
She's changing.. She's hating some part of herself.
She became judgemental, became sarcastic, became.. less naive.
Should I tell her that it's the process of life?
Or should I advise her to stop thinking that way?
Perhaps, she's been in happiness for too long and... God envy her.
and now, it's the time to face the real challenge and fear.
She must not lost her dignity, pride, and herself.
She promised me that she will get what she want in the future.

I believe she will.
Keep the faith my dear.

FOR GOD'S SAKE

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.
Buddha




Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.

Buddha





FOR GOD'S SAKE,

I'LL GET THROUGH YOU BITCH!!!

目的的

如果你，
明确地知道自己要去哪，
真心知道自己要做什么，
那么全世界都会给你让路！

Meeting peoples is great

过了前两个星期的“水土不服”时期后，

一切看起来是那么的自然了。

在这里3个星期了..

认识了很多很多人,

(这个时候是认识别人的好机会。=D )

Its great to know other people..

as I have a chance to get in touch with others,

and to know their story as well.

Its also a very good opportunity to train myself,

on how to mix with other people from different background, different race and also different country.

EHPI!! =))

PS. still yet to decide which club/society to join.... headache!! >.<

 

Something to tell myself every morning

IM GOOD.
IM CLEVER.
IM SMART.
IM HARDWORKING.
I WONT GIVE UP EASILY.
I CAN GIVE MY BEST IN EVERYTHING.
AND..
HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF. =)

COME ON WCY.
YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Deepavali

好吧！

今天我很没志气的又回到家了。

还要麻烦妈咪载我.. =(

实在太失败了..就不能好好待在hostel一个星期么？！

话说，今天的activity是...

1. Japanese for beginner 的 class

   还蛮好玩的...现在是学到如何pronounce自己的名（in japan slang)和算一到一百.

   正式的场合讲话、介绍自己都要加个des. =D

   老师每次用日语来问人，然后要求大家用日语回答。

   很好笑的是，因为JIU = 十，然后老师问二十是什么，很多人mumble JIU JIU. (of course its not the correct answer.)

    =) 

2. Swimming

   应Joann之邀约，我们一起去游泳~ 这是我的第一次在MMU游泳哦 哈哈

   实在太长了。。。olympic standard 的泳池。游到不到一半就要抓旁边了

   然后也蛮多人的，应该是因为新的sem开始，assignment还不多吧！=>

   Joann实在太厉害啦 来来回回游好多次都可以。。

   看来我需要进行进行一些魔鬼式训练才行。。

3. Enjoy the Rainy Day

  最近天气非常反复无常。一天连续下雨停雨下雨停雨....

  一踏出swimming pool, 大雨（非常猛的那种）很dramatically的向我们袭来，

  then Joann n I 逼不得已去centre food court 吃东西..

  那边唯一一间的华人档......食物实在太抱歉了。=(

不能回家的reason:

1. take it as a challenge!! 

   我亲爱的两个印度roommate 回乡下庆祝新年了~

   留下我孤零零。。亲爱的zixin跟着回家乡庆祝deepavali.

   Im so lonely~ wooaahh...

   所以不得不过去Zixin的房间跟他的roommate睡...

   (加上这天晚上有人告诉我一些事情... \. /)

   我必须要挑战自己，不能如此任性，应该要受多点磨练！！

   Since 我要体会那种远在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲的feel.

   However, FAILED.

回家的reason:

1. Dun think too much!!

   回家就不能因为纯粹想家么

   就趁着有假期，回家解决思乡之苦~

  顺便省￥，好过花在宿舍的档口，又贵又不好吃。

  

为了回与不回家，我烦了差不多快半天。

我有想太多吗？？X_X  

初恋这件小事

The movie is just way toooo AWESOME!!

STRONGLY RECOMMENDED!!

hehe..

I wish that this romantic story could happen on me too... =P

But first of all I need to make myself a better person ( like what Nam did)

So that my Mario will notice me.

Wahahaha~ =D

kambateh!!! <3

MMU 之小小update

现在是第二个星期，

一如往常，周末返屋企！

之前没带lappy去学校，

所以比较少上网，

不过也还好..我不是超级网痴.. =D

要记录的东西还真多..

1. orientation / first night in MMU

2. people i met in MMU / how life's there..

3. person that impressed me?? =P

4. my target in MMU.. hehee

So far that's it..

Hope my coming Uni life is interesting, pack and hectic!! 

Leaving soon

最近蛮常写东西在这了，

可能因为有很多东西要发泄，

但是无处可发，

就通过写下来吧！

写了之后，

整个人会觉得比较轻松，

头脑更fresh的感觉。（神奇吧 哈哈~）

明天就要去Cyberjaya了，

上个星期（自从辞职后）都在玩，

去melaka, taylor lake side, connaught pasar malam, 到处去yumcha (puchong人的习惯)..& more

想不到13/10/2011 那么快就到来了。。

这几天都很享受在家的感觉，

虽然mom一直在催我把所有事情准备好，

但我好像潜意识的把她说的抛在一边，

慢慢enjoy还在家lepak的日子。。

所以今天不得不把所有东西做完，

因为拖得不能再拖了。 哈哈 =.=

剪头发，买衣服, pack up all my stuff..meet ling and ming huei & wawa..dinner with WONG family.

真的好多东西要做！

刚才起床时，

突然想到，今晚是我最后一次在家里睡冷气房，

躺在温暖的床与厚棉被之间，

抱着我的抱枕，懒洋洋的赖床了。

家里的电视，马桶，洗脸盆，镜子，雪柜，沙发，甚至是水...

我都会想你们的..

我会想念WONG family,

Puchong的朋友们，

Puchong的茶(yumcha)

Puchong的IOI （虽然不很美）

这里的一切。

（要离开爸妈的翅膀了..)

大个女了，要离开屋企了~! 呜呜 !

舅母说住宿舍会很好玩，要enjoy这几年的日子。

好吧。。我会enjoy的！

努力交多点朋友，认识多一点人，要主动 dont be shy!! kambateh!!

努力争取scholarship回来！！

Be active in co curriculum!!

PS. 我每个weekend应该有回家一次的..啊哈哈哈 =D

交友

富贵时认识的朋友，

在你落难时离你而去。

用真心交的朋友，

在你落难时陪在身边。

好吧！！

就当做是为未来做准备，
（用心交朋友）此信念现在要开始种在脑海中！

（是否有点爱来呢... >.<)

现实

如果说，

梦想是在前方，

现实是在后面，

环境因素就好像石头，

一颗一颗向我丢来，

将我一步一步逼后退，

让我不得不面对现实。

SHE.MOM

Sometimes I do feel that I have nothing, but a GREAT mom.
I mean, really GREAT.
I love you.

Stay strong.
Dont worry,
Im growing, dont you see?
I promise, very soon,
I can be the one you can rely on.

The Truth

忠言是逆耳的。
如果一个人要让自己沉醉在别人客气的赞美中，
而不能客观的看待整个环境，
就好像让自己抓着气球慢慢飘向天空，
然后当气球破了，
你也跌得惨重，甚至很难再次爬起身了。

若没有谦虚的心态，
把自己的身段放下，
会很难再进步，
因为他看不到别人的强处的同时，
也看不到自己的短处。

愿共勉之！

Its about who you know?

剛才看到有個朋友寫的，
"Its not what you know, but its about who you know."

個人覺得，
要更secure點，
你兩個都要know！

Are you drunk??

Wish list

- make many good new friends in MMU.
- earn money when studying.. to reduce parents's burden
- take part in activities.. be active!!
- succeed my lose weight plan!!
- score good result to enable myself for scholarship.
- wider my network
- apply what i've learned in finance.
- get myself doing a business, atleast a really simple ones.
- have a interest/hobby, persistently!
- learn to play River flows in you..
- finish reading all my books
- write a complete resume for myself. (gonna fill in everytime I participated in smthg meaningful)
- keep a diary/ or a record of what I've done.
- DR.DRE.  <3 music.
- explore the world.
- involve in public speaking class.
- keep in touch with all the peoples I know.

(will keep this updated.. 11/9/2011)
(2nd updated..24/9/2011)

Another 1 more month!

Extend my job at T_____N__

(previously planned to work for 2 months but now extra 1 month!)


wow........ another 3 months is almost gone~~~ time flies!

14 days to my resignation!

will start my class on mid of oct..

what do i feel after leading a working life for 9 months??

here is my ans _ no regrets!! =)

although i've been admiring frens around me which currently pursuing their wonderful & fantastic Uni life..

i do feel that i have actually gain more than them..

by get in touch with the society..

experience the real faces of peoples..(even got cheated by one i trust whr i tot he could be a new good fren however i still manage to made some new good frens =))

trying hard to convince customer.. confidently.(it's nt that easy as u'll nid to take initiative to talk/contact to a stranger and ask him to take out his hard-earn money n pay for ur thgs,willingly)

solve problems.. which sometimes could cause myself in deep shit when the matter is not solve properly..

communication skill..

break the walls...how to make other have trust in you..

how to defence urself when other question you/ doubts you..



...and more



After this,

i need to prepare all the documents for Uni thing, and arrange hostel thgy..

try to search for scholarship if thr's any that can meet my requirement.. =\




....to be continue

PS. need someone to kick my butt so that i'll write out my robinsons adventure & soon, tiongnam adventure!

Day after Robinsons

Day after Robinsons




Smurf it!! my english became poorer after i stopped my work @ robinsons!!!

Environment really helped alot as i might speak more english than chinese in a day.

Darm Darm gotta stop this!!! aahhhh aaaaahhhhhhhhh Nooooooooooo!!!!

ToT

PS. whr's the missing robinsons adventure part II??! (lazy me..ughhh \./)

Singapore Trip with best buddies! =)

1st day,

6.50 am - go frm efuu hse to bangsar bus stop.
7.25 am - reached thr on time & wait in d bus after some little registration.
7.30 am - the bus departed~
7.30 am till 12.30 pm - slept, chat, read, listened to music & watched movie on the bus.
12.30 pm - go thru customs.
12.40 pm - and yes, we officially reach Singapore! ;)
1.30 pm - the bus drop us @ Novena square II, and we take cab to our hotel. (damn-far-off road called foch road @ lavender street aha)
1.50 pm - reached hotel! yay we checked in to d hotel & put our luggage inside the room and went for a lunchie! when we r out from the lift we saw a guailou with a... geylang lady? xD)
2.00 pm - decided to go nearby food court (just 1 mins walking distance) to fill our stomach! ( yummy yummy i ate a delicious chicken rice)
3.00 pm - after lunch we went to orchard road! yay go for robinsons first.. but not really rmb what's d name of d mall.. afterwards we went to the forever 21! the clothes were nice but it would be nicer if the price is in RM! :c
4.30 pm - and we had a great tea time at ... BMC?(if im not mistaken >.<) a cafe inside 313 somerset mall. ordered a cappucino and brownies topped with vanilla ice-cream =). PS. had been trying very hard to contact our lovely fren via wifi >.<
5.40 pm - finally we meet up by leaving comment(time n location to meet up) in each other's wall. X)
6.00 pm - saw our lovely fren at last! =) and he's bringing us to meet another two frens for dinner. We go to d place by MRT.
6.30 pm - meet up with one of d fren, which effu and i knew him since we're of same bus in primary sch. =) small world!
6.40 pm - we go Holland village by bus to have our dinner. (i watched a spore drama named 荷兰村 long time ago!)
7.00 pm - reached d destination n meet up with another fren! my primary, secondary & pre-U schmate. aha.
7.30 pm - had our lunch at Everything with fries. =) they told us that the pay of part-timers working thr is SD 7-8 per hour! which means if they work for full time will get around RM3k to 4k per month. -.-'? power of currency.. 8.45 pm - after dinner...its dessert time! =) (shop name is Frozen desserts Island!) ice-cream flavour= pear sake & teh tarik! =D chinwag~
9.30 pm till 1 am - wala wala time.. 3 jars... beh tahan ady! shared so many thgs with each other n had a great time thr..chit chat (n true without dare).. and thanks them for d beer!! gonna treat them back when they're back. (1st time drink so much beer.. pening! >.<)
1.00 am - took cab to back to hotel.. kesian our fren who then walked half hour to back to his hotel! =.=' ( only after that we know its freaking far!) ps.taxi is everywhr in spore!
1.30 am - back to hotel.. n finally can take a good rest.. although was not feeling well! =( (will order orange juice next time instead of beer.)



A WONDERFUL STARTER! (1st day in spore)

simple report

It's already my 2nd month working here!! huhu..
used to be so boring as i havent catch up many thing such as customer's info.. progress flow.. super-hard-to-understand/remember vocab tat time.
felt better now. =)


**you will be STRONG if you're tougher than the environment!!


only less than one month i'll be working here...
must grasp the rare opportunity to learn!study!observe!


I will reach my dream one day... just the matter of TIME.


aiyah.. havent write my robinsons'adventure...

no pain no gain

Im glad that i made it all the way to here..
it's already 5 and half months!!
next thursday is gonna be my last day..
although i have always been saying that i hate this place and how sucks to be here..
there are still lots of memorable moments and peoples where i would miss it/them sooo much after i leave..
it takes time to adapt to a new environment and to leave current surrounding..
so well, it's just a matter of time.

I'll get through it though.

AM appreciate what i learnt here, gives it good or bad.. it really wider my vision and definitely is helping me to develope into a better person.

ADEUS! ;)

罗宾森冒险记之朋友/敌人？

不是每个朋友都当你是朋友
不是每个朋友都是用真心来待人

或许是我无知吧。

曾经我以为，
咦，这个人不错嘛，
跟他谈得来，讲话又幽默风趣，又可以跟他学到很多东西，
这个朋友值得交。
但是随着时间。。
我发现这个人有很多疑点..
他讲的话很哗众取巧
答应的事情不会做到
为人小气又幼稚
还有很多...就不说了
真的一个字形容他，烂。
他们说的没错，他很仙家。

lessons learnt: 时间是看清一个人的最好方法。

还有一个人
一开始我对他的印象不是很好
讲话很sarcastic，ironic，
然后好像每次看不起人
讲的东西有点车大炮
说自己曾经怎样怎样，
其实自己是很怎样怎样的....
但是相处久了
就会发现他其实没那么坏
也会发现他所说的都是很现实的东西...
比如说叫我不要幻想这个世界有公主王子的童话
这个世界是很黑暗的
xxx都是用手段才取得成功的
有钱不是万能没有钱是万万不能
男人都是__
之类的
如果我没有一点定力，就会让他洗脑，然后变成很悲观了。哈
根据我的观察，他也会做好自己的本分。
上头order的东西，他也还是会默默去做好。
渐渐发现，
这个有钱人的孩子其实没这么坏，尤其是当有其他人跟我一样想法时。

lessons learnt: 对一个人的第一印象，不能决定一切。





to be continue..

Chris Medina- What are Words (Lyrics)

一首关于爱情的歌。
付出。真爱。无怨无悔。
=)

開工～～～

明天開始做工啦～～～
人生第一次正式的打工 >.< muahahaha
也是第一次interview
好刺激啊啊
面試官問了好多問題........
好難答.....
想起我給的答案 只覺得很stupid = = 啊哈哈
這份工的時間是10am-10pm..
看來我未來幾個月的人生即將在MidValley度過了..
希望我可以學到東西
推銷貨品甚至推銷自己
才能讓別人留下好印象

離夢想近了一點點！！ =)

清晨

今天的清晨6點多 （其實是沒睡到）
我跟姐姐去散步
其實就是圍繞著家的範圍
走了三圈。
天空還黑黑的，
上面很多星星，
有一些超閃亮的，（衛星吧）
心情會不知不覺的放鬆，
然後很舒服的去看看平時都沒注意的周遭環境。

我看到爺爺載孫子上學，
好幾位姐姐安帝在晨跑，
做工的匆匆忙忙開車去做工，
媽媽陪孩子在守衛亭等巴士...
還有看到一間底層的客廳有幾位師奶在玩通宵麻將

我在一邊以旁觀者的身份看待他們的人生，
這一刻我的心情是很平靜，很安寧的。
不懂為什麼有一種看透塵世的感覺。
哈哈～
這種感覺很舒服。
直到天開始亮了，我和姐姐就回家咯～
我想我今天開始打算每天早上去散步了。

這種方式開始新一天，一整天都會很愉快！



PS.跟姐姐一邊散步一邊談到興起的時候，就不自覺的哼唱歌(You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong~)，然後經過一輛車旁邊，旁邊蹲著一個人，他看著我，我瞄到他，當下覺得很魚！（我唱到很大聲）然後扮作若無其事繼續散步哼歌。